WinD~CLouD*

2009-09-15T15:48:00.002+08:00

Aint in the best of luck/mood recently -.-

i went to change my Hippo Boom at Jaben coz there was a slight cut.
Uncle was nice to give me a new set.
upon reaching home, i kept it in my pouch n mayb into my pocket as i took out my wallet.
after dinner at home, it s gone gone gone gone gone?!
wtf i went below my house to search for so many times -.-
the pissing thing was i jus got it replaced , and within 100m from my house i was still holding.
AND it can go missing.
heart pain!

i wonder y i studied and cant answer -.-
econs case study was kinda wat i read b4 but oh wells cant do.
chem today was utterly fucked ttm.
i tot chem P2 2weeks ago was bad enough.
today was even better.
im like fighting for the lowest in lvl -.-
i got more than 50 marks worth of blanks, the paper was upon 80
wtff -.-

and wtf am i doing all the silly things when i know im jus screwing up and getting no where?
hahaha Zzzz

gotta stop puffing -.-

An extract frm....

Girls are like apples.
The best ones are at the top of the tress.
The boys don't want to reach for the good one because they're afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the ROTTEN APPLES on the ground that aren't as good, but easy.
So the apples at the top think there's something wrong with them, when in reality, they are AMAZING.
They just have to wait for the right boy to come along:the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top.

wtf so what is it saying -.-
appears to be siding the girls more? hah

alrighty. off for math. -,-

2009-09-10T08:53:00.002+08:00

time traveller s wife is not bad !

idk y my back injury is coming back again !
this is poor.
feeling kinda shitty =(

omg im damn poor now !
i need money man.

i wana buy a wallet
I-touch
shoes
ya da ya da ya da ...

2009-09-09T12:44:00.004+08:00

Whoosh.. almost 2 mths w no updates.

probably thought tht Ive been studying really hard right?!

haha hell wrong -.-

the truth is im so uber lazy, such tht im too lazy to blog too .

Omg its damn bad.
where has the NEED TO STUDY very hard after midyrs gone to ?!

i guess gone with the air as soon as i said it ! hah

studying during this period ish totally unproductive and im totally dead

the irony is tht i know the urgency and the importance but i am not acting on it -.-

i need to hav more discipline coz i think w more time i am actually wasting it all -.-

Part 1 for prelims was totally uncool.

thanks to procrastination

HAH i always have an excuse for everything -.-

if i had studied for physics it wld b easy coz qns are frm TYS , what the cheat !

Math Paper 1 i think highest is 42 marks. Zzz careless and misinterpretation! fuck it

Econs P2 qns are what i spotted but i cldnt remembr the pts , nice

Chem P2 i jus gave up n didnt do shit ..

AGRHhhhhhh....

2nd round after holis -.-

i guess i wld be giving MORE excuses.

Had a chalet yest to celebrate lena s and my birthday.

haha same day 0909.

OMG im going to spam toto,4D later on this 090909 !!

0 girls frm class went. Nice -.-

anws damn cramp also.

thks

khai ru terrence cutter aloy nik nic lou junkie xianwen hong qian ryan neng bryan baba ruipeng xav mich lena shuyun n cherz

drinking was hell crazy and funny..

thou there were too many ppl, not enough booze -.-

HAH.. 20plusplus cans, 2 vodka 1 jargen 1 baly 1 jim beam

lol i hide and down the jargen -.-

poor..

alrighty. happy birthday to my self !

i swear no more party, no more drinking, and smoking sucks =(

LASTLY WAKE UP!!!

FRM 090909 to 091109 is only FREAKING 2 MTHS AWAY !!

2009-07-18T14:16:00.002+08:00

wah nice la .. my math got 42 -,-
so its S U C C S ..suck ass still...
hahaha.. sian la.. i spent so many time studyin math compared to the rest =.=
this depressing..
lol i decided to tell my parents to go for PTM this time

i told my dad ;
erm next sat PTM needa go..
go for what?
erm jus go la...go listen to what he say..come home scold me lor..
thn i will study harder for prelims in 7weeks time -.-
Huh ? what for ask me go thn come back scold u ?
lazy scold alr la..

ZZZzzz

joke la..all talk but no action s srlys lame also ..

Wah, my class girls damn zai i must say -.-
eh no wonder my page loads increased so much ahh..
Sandra knows best la huh, she s the mastermind =P
Tsk..

oh wells..

gotta do nyaa report grad report also ?
wah die, lame diao..

The guys supposed to cook tml , err more of bake la -.-
hahaha .. nobody knows if it gona work
sounds interesting huh?
hahah oh still got boxing duet tml !
HAH

2009-07-15T00:21:00.002+08:00

studying these few days were totally unproductive
Zzz

had dinner w joel gabby eunice,candice and clare at novena
the alcoholic icecream was kinda nice

PTM shld seriously b taken off man ..

my results : S U C C K
S for gp after mod
U for econs
C for chem by tremendous luck
C for phys by intensive copying
K not for maths.. haven get back thou

hahhahaha damnn..

y success probability is more of failure thn successs?
hahaha im a wussy !

2009-07-12T23:50:00.002+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7BaIkXKahFw
Baby avian.. LOL

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bqT4VnnEU0M
Daughtry version of poker face
=)

this aint cool ..

focus!

2009-07-11T11:23:00.005+08:00

HAH, i know im damn bad..
woke up at 830, tuition s at 9
decide to sleep in and not go..
jus what s happening to me man -.-

oh ya, i hav a neglected lifejournal account which i created years ago..
shld i switch n use it?
but wait wait..nvm i dun like change..
too noob to get used to use it -.-

Sch finally got a confirmed h1n1 case
he s damn poor thing, he got pneumonia too
sch think they r damn smart in their contact tracing ..
but i beg to differ man..
srlys ..
mon he met up w frisbee n odacers ..
hence these 2 groups are quaratined..
but what abt us who went zouk w him on sat?

how sure are u tht the virus sets in on mon?
if thts the case how u explain this?
ppl having fever are mostly those who went zouk on sat...
abt 10 ppl down alr..
i glad not to hav fever, with only slight flu cough etc -.-

wtv the sch s system is kinda crapps..

lou called me to say tht some others had fever got fever yest night..
haha tht ass is strong, he drank my bottle accidently -.-
ohhh wells i guess..
we concluded.. the virus has mutated !
no longer h1n1 u noobssss..
give it a new name ______

met up w loy , wj n sy yest..
2 NS boys, 2 repeaters ..
hah i guess there s a balance..
ahh fuck it..study -.-
i needa go into another land soon to jus study gym study
NOW not soon -.-

i wonder y some ppl are so flashy abt their gf?
i mean..ya happy or wtv, needless to show the whole world tht yr tgt wat?
no hard feelings intended here..but jus my pt of view..
instead of ppl giving u well wishes, they might jus shoot u now ..
this aint a good thing ..

cant understand y frens wana fight frens ?
too retarded..

wells wells wells..
THE Show by Lenka is quite cute..
hahah

Oh yah, idk whether im lucky or jus lucky man!
chem mcq 40 Qns..i only managed to do 20 Qns
the rest which were blank, i jus shaded a B for all of em..
guess what..tenthousand ppl failed MCQ
hahah i got 26/40
whole lvl only few got past 30 marks..
IM JUS LUCKY ! =P

this sucks..i wana go for expression change -.-
lou say tht i cant hide my expressions..
whn im happy, i will go real crazy jumping ard
but whn otherwise, i will jus keep shut n b stoned

thts damn badd !!
i cant hide explicitly.. ARGHhh..im so predictable -.-

been thinking quite abit for these 2 days abt smth retarded
y am i such a thinker?
its redundant man..
but idk..
i guess.. i shld stop thinking too much n let things be..
hah =.=

2009-07-08T13:56:00.002+08:00

Sch s lame..
no assembly, no sports day, all seats are separated in class -.-
lost all its meaning..

shld hav watched myself..
sick, had 2 days MC.
in this period of 'pandemic' times, clinics hav upgraded frm 1 day to 2 days and more of MCs

i always like to land myself in shit holes..
perhaps they are nice smelling tht y ? -.-
signalling and givin wrong ideas and impressions are what im superb in -.-
Zzzzz

2009-07-05T14:09:00.002+08:00

Mid yrs over..
like finally..
no more midyrs any more..

left w prelims n Alvls..
no mre such retarded exams anymore!!!

Papers was ermm idk..
suxs..
screwed..

Econs paper some unpleasant stuff happened.
but luckily luckily..
else i b in deep shit..
Well well well..

i guess whn sch reopens on tues ,
shall start studying again!

Zzzz damn shag now..
but i cant slp..

Phuturing on sat was quite sucky man -.-
got da chop at zouk
thn to clarke quay to drink w gwen n friends..
back there yada yada..

AGrh cant believe it ...
oh wells its over.. nvm

FCUK im screwed ..
i lack slp
tada

2009-06-19T00:03:00.002+08:00

WOhoooo...

tues to fri for
2nd week
3rd week
was math tuition in da morning..
god knows if all tht tuition has got da better of me..

i go to stone for 2 hrs ?!!

wtf...

went over to Smu on some days to study..
Well well well .. studying sessions aint productive..
1 week left i still got piles of shit..
i guess
i guesss...
i cant live up to my promise ?
Zzzzz

Haven been gymming for hell lots of days =(
im gettting smaller -.-

but hav been doing my pull ups super sets..
heheh hope tht works at least ?

went to Gotham penthouse last sat..
kinda sneak out..
but i guess was screwed whn i got home..
and gotham isnt as good as it seems appear to be..
its quite rubbishhy..
i mean purely the place..
nth much..

Hopefully..
not hopefully..coz it will happen
the next few days it will be on the news..
due to H1N1 sch holidays will extend by 1 more week..
this sentence is enuf..
dun hav to elaborate! hahahahhaa!

my physics teacher emailed this..
...
The summary of results are as follows: Pass - 77.8% A - 3.7 % (1 person) A & B - 14.8% U - 6 students (5 from 2T05, 1 from 2T32) If you are interested to know your results, you can drop me a mail

haha i got 56 -.-
wtf so much for copying so much..
Zzzz

Still
as dead as ever~~~

2009-06-09T02:25:00.002+08:00

Not badd..im quite screwed now..
haha

1 2 3 june had lessons in da morning ..
was kinda waste of time coz nth went in apparently -.-

Wed- Zouk..
not bad..
cutter was a fucker all in all..
he cheated us a 20bucks fish and co which was hell un-filling -.-
cabbed to louis place..

thurs - NS medical check up..
PES B
sian cant down to PES C..
i anyhow wack my flat foot n back injury..
now my dad wants me to find some doctor to giv me a letter sayin my back s screwed -.-

seee how supportive is he to me going NS..
To be an ACTIVE SERVICE MAN..
Nice~~

Fri - Long bot me to his hair dresser..
not bad..
orginal plan was to go back sch study..
somehow.. went to da gym w them ..
went to Naren s place..
hopped to Nic s place..
thn home late..

look at how the plan had distorted -.-
well done =.=

sat - tuitioning

Sunday - tried to study but kinda failed..
St james
4 yr aniversary for youth empire?
damn big.. can get lost sia..
it kinda sux coz the Q is freaking long..
whre zouk u can get in quite asap -.-
Zzz
but over all wasnt too bad..
free flow beer man!!!
HAH

being guilty went back sch to study today..
but i guess it was a fiasco ..
coz nth went in ?
err

supposed chalet for BC n Nik s bd..
went to ecp..
cake smash was kinda cool..
Booze again
highness was adapt...

soo look..in a week , 3 days of drinking..
all play..no study.
until today i decided to do some studying..im lost..
n i duno how to start?! thts y it was a fiasco..

didnt stay..cabbed back..
only neng bc n junkie stayed ...

well well all this gotta end man..
i ve got to get da mood right to ______
AGRHhhh.. im soo tiredd...

2009-06-01T23:24:00.002+08:00

Sat

went wif mum siblings to downtown east for free lunch -.-
its some family day thingy n we got coupons..
how cheap skate to go all the way there ! hmm..
trained to the opp end to bishan gym
went to joshua s house for bbq
the drinking part was kinda a fiasco?
there isnt much hype after doing so for some time..
some things gotta change?

i wasted the whole Sun...

went for maths lect n chem tutorial today..
but it was proven to be NOT fruitful yet again, like always -.-
gym-ed at delta
hurt my palm for idk how what reasons =(

went to work at delta swimming pool
weather was hot to the maxi -.-
yada yada..

i guess i aint working alr..
needa study -.- !!

TML is lessons thn tuition

TML^2 is econs lect thn slp thn zouk? idk..

TML^3 is ......

why cant everyone be straight?!
all these sex-gender-personality keep coming up?!
I am gay?! idk who knows?
hahaha..
im sure my brain isnt st8 now?

the society still favours ppl who are st8?
like Adam could hav won A.I if he was st8?
but i rather still kris won?
errr..hah
weird..

but by proclaiming u aint st8 may aid u in some way or another?
idk what im saying again -.-

HATE liars, ppl who think they damn smart, damn matured and so on and so forth..
the worst category is : u nv do anything to tht person, n he talk and say shit abt u ..
whn u think he s nice.

watch out.

look,once again, the always so nice me is being deceived again.

Judging - i quite suck at it ?

ZZzzzz

2009-05-29T23:08:00.004+08:00

~NICE~ i tot the skin went haywire..
so i adjusted the word colours n stuffs..
but it was jus kidding me.. =.=

H1 over
holidays = no holidays..
needa breather -.-

phy was still the same kind..
more of memorising wat will come out thn actual studying..
i guess this way of teaching / studying will do us in -.-

i forgotten my key yest la..
how nice and they only come back at 10 ..
i went to hong s house to borrow notes but he dun hav sci n ethics.
so i hav to borrow frm nicole n study at the void deck..
was having a god damn headache n so hungry ..
oh wells..

gp was a killer as expected..
ZZzzz
no time for conclusion, hope i wun die -.-

tml think i will going w my mum all to some family day thingy i tink -.-
she says i always nv acc them .. so i guess..

long's bbq..
drinks..

next week there s lessonsssss...

Rock this partya ~~

this song not too bad ~Theory Of A Deadman - Not Meant To Be

Cant stand those weirdy ppl -.-
and AGgrrhhh !!!!

2009-05-22T22:51:00.005+08:00

damn tired =(

recently there s nth much except sch -.-

funny happenings tht happen tht idk how or why it occured..
Crappy moments..

SYF presents,
yadayada..

nth much i guess..

developed a weird condition of wanting to slp whn there s jus no need to -.-
i damn pro i can sleep whn im not physical nor mentally tired..
like sleeping at 9pm and wake up the next day n twist my neck ...ZZzzz

late for sch for the week,wasted money on cab fair ..
haizzz..

i guess our regime of doing pull ups b4 break works?
idk ..

ARGH sch suxs..
thks for the little spices here and there -.-

being oblivious is good ..
haha i hope..

err ohh we are damn cocky man..
we wana win best class at sports there..
we are half way there!!!

WooooShhh

did pull ups n gst challenge today..
nice we own-ed !
hahahahaha
lalalalallalalallalaa

i hope midyrs dun own me ~~~~~

2009-04-30T00:16:00.003+08:00

time flies ..today is the last day of training = end of cca =(
mixed feelings..
3 years there abt..
lazy to say ...
hahhahaha

wanted to taupok brain wong after the photo takings..
but we took yuan 7 instead

being stupid i shouted what about brain?
and next i was pinned down..the next target -.-
wtf bbq

hahaha

looking forward to drink session xxxx on sat..

Zzzz waste time attend awards ceremony tml =.=

2009-04-27T20:56:00.003+08:00

life s been the same..
procrastinating..

no wonder i got the shirt PROCRASTINATORS : Leaders Of Tomorrow
for my bd..

haha..
went for econs tuition at bomb shelter on 8april..
quite great man..the food the tutor of course..
lol

Brewerkz for dinner to send bj lester hx to NS.

went tiffany s church for ester service..
found a great song ; Almost Here -.-
hahaha!

Serena s bd surprise last fri..
haha..

ya da ya da ya da ..

Vesak @ Orchard..
kinda went to show face also..

hmm perhaps i think too much..
n hav over reacted..

oh wells..

=D

2009-04-04T22:11:00.004+08:00

SO season s over in a blink of an eye..
everything s happening damn fast.
caught unprepared always..

3 years of basketball has almost came to a conclusion.
sure to feel a tinge of sadness..
aint gona look back on the unpleasant things,but look forward..
it has somewhat shaped me ..i gotta say
frm nth to something..
but i guess im still not good enough in the eyes of her..
what can i do ? nothing.

PARENT teacher meeting today..
i didnt tell my parents coz i didnt wana disappoint them..
so i called nat to pose as my sister
and i manage to smoke through..
HAHA..

REALITY is kinda sinking in now..
i hav been slacking real hard compared to last year..
D U U U E for CTs is terribly horrible..
face it.. u repeated n u wana pave yr grave again?

WAKE up seriously..
wake up when september ends and everything will be gone....

2009-03-31T06:37:00.009+08:00

bumper car!

lol 1 million bucks bounty!

So it seems tat there s no second round..
Lost to tJ   
Looks lik bball will end on fri n no more  

Disheartening, 
Disappointments, 
Regrets  
Sad  
Are what i felt..  
It jus suxs to be out there ___ 
Where ppl wun giv a second tot abt it. 
So where comes the chance to prove yourself. 

Shant continue any longer..  

Imagine tat kinda feeling.. 
Where no word is best to describe.. 
Imagine bein a hot air balloon which is slowly losing steam n falling due to it being punctured.. 
Your balloon is burst by a needle?  
Idk.. .

My common test is screwd3 up.. 
So much for studyin abit n getting shit back.. 
My parents cant know abt it n go ptm..  

Whats dear to me?  
So much for putting the effort n trying.. 
It still came to naught.  

Its saddening to see ya fren lik this when u can do nth to help. 
And u feel lik ur kinda 1 causing factor for creating unhappiness and dis belonging to this place  

Im losing steam  
cry it all out yo...

2009-03-28T23:02:00.003+08:00

its been some time again..
Things events unfolded.
Feelins thoughts amassed
Well..

March holi7 was spent breathing basketball
Mon tues → trainin  
Wed to fri was friendly matches at malacca.. 
Trip to malacca w the ballers was kinda cool. 
Thou we aint as bonded b4, i hope it did made us more after the trip..

Haha Its was quite embarrassing to lose all the matchs when we knew we could hav at least won 1.. 
I guess its the experience we hav gained tat is impt.. 
There was only 1match each day for the 3day trip.. 
Which means its kinda slack.. 
Indulgence lik havin kfc at 11pm..  
Havin fun at fun fairs.. 
Its those kinda funfairs w those rides found in escape theme park ? 
Bumper cars tat cant/hardly found in spore.. 

2nd night where most of the guys went back to the funfair again.. 
Some of us decided to take a cab to some place w the pubs n everythin.. 
Its thurs so it wasnt happening.. 
Its quite laid back with hardly anybody.. 
Kinda scary.. 
Had some cocktail where u gme cocktail where u get it at 1/2 price compared to spore.. 

The 3basic sins → banana(newfound codename),drink and gamble.. 
Didnt banana thou..lol   

After tuition on sat went to chalet 
Wouldnt call it class chalet.. 
What a night.. 
Went to nic s place at 6am to catch a wink. 
Pon pks again,went to train some shootin instead thn to collect jerseys  
The jerseys were hell nice.. 
Esp the away 1.. 
Had comments from ppl tat its nice.. 
Credits to ruipeng =D  

1st match against MI was an unwanted loss.. 
16point loss was kinda huge..
Could hav won but we were kinda off form.. 
Well no1 s to b blamed.. 
Did we realised tat we hav put too much expectations n were too de dependent on matt n rp? 
And when they do not perform,we tend to blame them? 
Oh wells obviously we were sad n demoralised..  

Wed match against sr we won them by 5pts =)
TJ kinda bought 1/3 of the sch to support them -.-

Mon will be against TJ
and if we win i tink we can get to second round..
so needless to be said if its the opposite ..

So hopefully we hav supporters as well =D
its 330 at SBC (singapore basketball centre) at aljunied..
154 direct frm sch..

hahaha cant believe tht i act used my phone to blog this -.-
it took damn long thou -.-

since its taking so longggg...
to be continued....

2009-03-14T21:57:00.005+08:00

Hmmm...

4march was Xcountry..
quite a run..
it was a test of mental strength more of endurance..
for i know i got the ability to do it..
jus tht my mind is sick n alwayss fail me..
got a stitch thn sprained twice..
could hav a chance to get top 70 but i gave it a miss..
whn my mental strength gave way..
i saw a stetch of cj ppl.. so i gave up..
how weak is it ? compare ?!
finally after being 'poisoned' , i will say i regretted..
see .. thts aint a remedy to it..
dun try it anymore..tht trick suxs..

last min studying suxs..
but well CTs come and go.
Dead and gone..
i didnt feel the urge to study for CTs.
numbed..
neither did i feel anything whn CTs over..
seriously, what the pong!

i am kinda screwed thou..
i wrote abt 470++ words for GP ..
i wrote more in primary sch pls.ZZzzz
i shld stop copying in exams..
thts bad!
i didnt try so hard to do..
i try so hard to copy -.-

March holis = no holis..
mon training in the morning thn 5pm got match
tues training
wed - fri training for malacca..
no time to study alsoo..

sch reopen the mon is A div, against MI ..
LOL

ehhh y do i always have to do things twice man !
sian.. darn FTT -.-

2009-03-03T23:38:00.002+08:00

seriously wtf.
a slight tinge of irritation is enough to send me over the wall now..
idk why.. but for the past few mins im feeling tht..
angsty =.=

something is jus bloody wrong.
1hr past and the god darn thing is still not upload to my email -.-

and yea, we won NYJC.
left w JJC n duno when the pong we are playin..
i doubt so..
coz A div starts 23 march..

n yes, im happy,glad whatsoever to be in the team.
hopefully i can contribute my slightest bit..
n we must get into 2nd round coz..
heaven is on our side..
our grouping is the easiest..
TJC MJC MI SRJC.

we HAVE TO WIN MI..

expensive DOS theme USA like jersey got our back -.-

fuck it..
common test is on mon.
i haven fucking started..
thts y im irritated..
fuck all the cock n bull storying tht i hav been entertaining myself with..
yes im on angsty mood.

n well done..
im on my way to screw myself up..
=.=

2009-02-22T23:37:00.002+08:00

Nice..
trashing by IJ..
followed by a 1 pt lost to SR.
SR wasnt tht good.
we could have won them easily..

for SR game i almost flatten quite a 'round' figured girl sitting by the court.
coz i was trying to save the ball thn i think i landed on her? omg..
sorry.

Finally.
we won YJC.
supposedly not too bad.
tht moment was euphoric
seriously, we all jumped up man..
hopefully the following JJ n NY match we can win..
thn we can meet IJ in the finals n show them some colour..

the tempo at YJ was damn slow until their coach came n they wake up upon hearing his ever daunting voice.
YJ caoch never changed at all..
same as last year.
ever wanting to pick a fight with everyone such as our coach, the referees etc
he s a cock tard seriously.
but it was real fun seeing him scold ppl n wanting to create a fuss out of nth..
hahaha retarded guy.

with the new J1s in..
it means tht some of us hav to fight real hard to secure our places.
luckily for me, i got playing time for all matches so far..
i know some of them are damn sian n disappointed abt it ..
well, guys keep our heads up =)

its mid feb, and i already can feel the intensity filling up..
i kinda can see myself struggling alr, no joke.

trainings tutorials tests thts all..
its been running over n over again..
n im trying to grasp some air..

i realised. Common test is not a test on how smart am i ..
its a test on my ability to manage my time..
thts all..

Decision making.
sometimes its hard to make one.
and if u hav got to make one.
and go back on it.. it isnt easy too..
whn the decision is not small, but big..

my dad been sourcing for a house since 2 years ago i tink.
not tht we are too rich n we wana move.
but the fact is we are downgrading to a 5room which is nearer to my gramps.

other ppl can jus chose n get a house damn fast.
but my dad is damn funny.
he picks n selects which is better n tht explains why it took ages.
okay cancelling out all the in betweens..

he decided to get this house last week.
went down to sign the papers n stuffs.
next moment. he wanted to back out.
reasons due to the bad economy.
fearing ppl will not buy our house as its ground level n all da monetary stuffs

after all the hype, we are still staying put for the time being.
my point was..
after making such a big decision n backing out.
both party wun feel good.
esp on the other side, u will feel like killing us.
but i guess it take greater courage for my dad to try n tell them that he cant buy the house.
after all they are friends n stuffs..

well idk wat im saying..i think i make no sense..

i better dun bother so much n get back to my work -.-

2009-02-17T23:02:00.002+08:00

ok cont.
the point is..
i played like crap and disappointed ppl
oh wells..
i lack playing experience..
nvm shall stop going round and round.

Nic lim went to buy wax strips on mon
we went back class to WAX our legs.
russell nic n me did it..
with the help of some unprofessional ppl like bryan
haha Operation botched coz theres still hair here n there !
OMGG!!!

Zzzzzz

2009-02-16T00:36:00.002+08:00

9jan was my last post.
flipped my diary by accident to 9march.
- its the start of my common tests.

exact 3weeks from now.
stress is seriously building on.
esp now i hav training mon wed fri.
wed fri are friendly matches.

what else?
well take it by my stride n try to cope thn ..

Shld i say HAPPY TOTAL DEFENCE DAY ?
LOL -.-
hey i didnt sounded the nation wide alarm today k !

okk more insights to it..
tues i walk past the the fire alarm thingy..
i accidently bang it n the whole casing fell off..
luckily it didnt turn off..
so i was commenting " woah i guess my shoulderss reli grew "

thn thurs..
after lect i walk past there again..
unknowingly i brushed across it again -.-
the wiring came off..
so the god darn thing went off..
siann...

lol i pro ah?
say yes -.-

Wed was supposely start of Yishun cup.
IJ came.
match was cancelled due to the heavy rain..
warm up was damn hot..
n it suddenly jus rained..
Zzzzz what funny weather conditions we are undergoing -.-

had dinner w angie daryl n eio at Hans.

Fri was V day eve -.-
LOL got such thing as eve ? but nvm la..
song delication in sch..
hmm pretty boring this year.
yes, i dont hav Special things ..so dun bother asking =P

fri was the superstitious fri 13 aka black fri -.-
its a hear say thing .. like i giv a shit abt it -.-
but its pretty scary ..
i injured my thumb in sch during passing
i was quite nervous for the IJ match..
so i got down from the bus,
i fell and landed on my elbow n lower back..
damn pain ahh..bruise all
freak.
i was having mixed feelings for the match..
i started the game n was sub out 5mins after coz i mess up..
shant elaborate more..
the following few sub in n sub out exp was ____
i duno how to say... coz im tired now .. i wana slp...

i shall continue some time soon..
haha sry for being so abrupt..
i jus remembr i got sch tml ..
n carboxylic acid jus killed me -.-

BRB folks -.-

2009-02-09T21:20:00.005+08:00

OMG.. back..
hav wanted to blog but there wasnt really time for it. and by the time i wanted to say it, i forget.
forget, forgot, forgotten.
oh wells..
BUSY busy busy.. sch, trainings, home, slp, hw ?
mans.. ITS JUS THE START..
endurance..
dang, see i forgot n duno what to say, and im sprouting rubbish -.-

workload are kicking in,n if i dun do anything, i will fall behind..
in such cases,its not slow and steady wins the race..
the tortoise will still lose out no matter wat..

Yishun Cup is coming up.
getting into the team is jus few steps away.
and i really wana get into the team and do smth great.
not to the extend great,but worthy i supposed.
else the 3 years will go the drain..
gone gone gone for nth..

Wed is 1st match w IJC..
i got groin pain? wtf ..how to run -.-

i dun wana be a bane..
never will i ..

Yes,
what u think aint what others are thinking..
coz they cant b bothered to do so like u ? perhaps..
so what bother and care so much..
oblivious again..
until i learn how to get out of the darn hole, will i reap smth..

Facts and stuffs,slowly uncovered..
luckily im busy w so many stuffs...
no time to ponder so much again..

dang, oh man..stop thinking and living in yr own world!!!!

Commencement ceremony today..
HAHAHAHAHAHA my junior class only got 4 guys? OMG!!!
LOL means? up to u to think =D
HOHOHOHO...
=P

Valentine's round the corner huh?!

heard frm duno who..forgot alr..

if u are finding for love, love wun come to u..
but on the contradictory.
if u dun find love. it will come to u somehow ..

Hah..

If i were a boy ( girl )..

2009-02-01T23:04:00.004+08:00

Day 7 of CNY
人日- supposedly everyone s birthday,
so HAPPY BIRTHDAY human beings =D

my mum was being damn smart; 除夕happen to be on sun.
soo for lunch she supposedly cooked a 八宝锅.
smart la..only 1 dish,everything throw in..so slack
no wonder she nv make noise. hah
and for dinner..no steamboat -.-
bbq pork n salmon on the hotpot..
lamest to the max !

day 2- had the usual lion dance over at my house which my dad asked them over.

Zzzz i spilled water on my laptops keyboard and now its giving stunts now?!
no time for repair man!!!!!

most places in singapore are smoke free now.
even coffee shops are closing down some of their smoking zone now.
guess wat.
my family had lunch at some coffee shop i think..thn they went to get food.
my grandmother n my bro went to get seats.
we got a round table.
but but but..
this 2 couple came right in,sat down,started smoking..
she claims..sry ah auntie..this is smoking area..i think u all sit other place.in case u all dun like the smoke -.-

my granny was quite pissed..
mee toooo ..
until i saw the big sign stuck there ;
NO SMOKING =.=
i wanted to giv them 2 big red angpow each ! ZZzzz

Fancy not being in my tip top condition during this period of time!
i should be more watchful of my health -.-

day 3- training -.-

BTT day wasnt quite smooth.
things cropped up.
luckily things changed for the better.
i shant elaborate y.
ask me if u wan..

well, yes, i guess its high time tht i take responsibility of myself and more dependent.
erm my dad being hot and cold.
i know u do bother n care.
so well thks for the little things thou u always dun fail to shoot me down..
not like i dun..
buttt.. nvm..
shant say much either -.-

sat went to natasha s place to bai nian.
thn to eat at some pasta place at shaw towers, which was pact to go since 2 years ago.
well,unfulfilled things finally gone n eaten -.-

oh wat spicy english ?! (GP ! )
thn me n jy left first while she n her __ waiting to go club.
mans..im such a bulb..
sry!

woke up at 5 today.
reached woodlands at 8..god damn took 1 hr plus..
thn i realised cny cant cut hair..
sooo soo sooo..
went to meet the rest at 10 at marsling to teacher s place..
not too bad..

and ya..i hav chem spa mock meat tml -.-
n ya da lots of shit to clear..
thou i been trying to clear,efforts are still minimal..
so whats the point so saying when i can put time into it -.-

slowly trying to adapt,adjust and get use of happenings and things ard him.
there s no bad blood btwn me and anyone man!dun get it wrong.
hmm dont talk doesnt mean not good.
i find keeping quiet and acting oblivious to things ard me is much bettter...
whn i got to know, im equally happy n quite __ abt it ..
but wells,
fine i shld get out of my hole some time =)

j1s in tml! LOL

if i were a boy (girl)

2009-01-23T18:54:00.003+08:00

mans..since sch reopen i ve been quite slack.
there s smth wrong man, in class i slp..
go home i do nth -.-
darnnnn..

monday : gym + training
tues : mass pe + gym ( mass pe isnt slack -.-)
weds : training
thurs : mass pe + gym
obviously there isnt much rest i can hav..
n the god darn protein i drank on thurs triggered all the shit -.-
NOW IM DOWN W FLU, sorethroat and yadayada...
DARN, CNY 2days away -.-
wa sian la..

LOL obama is the US president now..
whole of J2s celebrating cny without J1s in cj s history..
well this history tht history -.-
wat am i talking abt ?

2009-01-15T18:56:00.008+08:00

-T35/07
PAE gathering with the few ppl.

-'tutor'

- no more working as life guard.

- sch started

- slack week, hell to come, coz

mon theres 3 hr break b4 pe -.-

ends at 12 n 1 on tues n thurs -.-

- next week s late late late

- new classroom

big,isolated,windy.

few hrs later

few hrs ago

i learnt a lesson..

not to be so dependent.

i hav let this __ cut my hair for 5 years.

i will feel 'insecured' if i let others cut kinda thing.

but 2days ago i called,he said yadayada..

i went down, some fello said he resigned 3mths ago -.-

omg wtf liar sia..

ZZzz got shot in the leg -.-

got a damn lame new style.

mau without a hawk -.-

haiz always kana caught, so might as well b short..

LOL

omg got to start work alr man!

been slping n slacking everyday -.-

CJC -09 openhouse, bball dance

2009-01-07T21:57:00.002+08:00

Zzz sch starting soon! i hate it, i dun wan it !
darn! these few days i ve been seeing pri n sec kids gg sch..
i feel so 'free' and wana laugh at them..
wells , 12th jan onwards is hell, opening of the hell gate -.-

BUT no worries!
i hav it sorted out!
seen and thought thru it .
the year ahead will be TOTALLY awesome!

because its my year -.-
a pretty match -> 09/09/09
guess wat? its my birthday !
im 19th this yr. my D.O.B 09/09/90
IC starts with 9 ends with 9
n im having As this yr..
wah alot of 9 s right?hahah
sure is a good sign n start off man!

LOL see, its fated tht i repeat -.-
in order to get this lucky 9 combination -.-
SOOooo

watch me spread my wings n see me soar not fly !

my 9 2009 new year resolution ;

1) I never keep resolutions and follow to plans, so i hope to uphold them this time.
2) Be a better oldest boy at home and be a better friend to one and all.
3) Get into sch team n play A div
4) Be mentally and physically stronger.
5) Pass my driving test and get the darn licence
6) Get at least Cs for midyrs, Bs for prelims and finally all out for Alvls.
7) Be discipline, not procastinating and study like never before.
8) Be hardworking,read the darn TIMES n not waste money -.-
9) Counting down to late NOV and Play like there s no tommorrow from December onwards

hmm, if u are feeling down or smth mayb it may(not really) help whn u tink abt this.

cheer up coz feeling down wun do u good..
coz u are unique,special,strong and everything.
u know why u are the above?
BECAUSE u are a god darn KING of the sperms tht mange to fling all other useless sperms aside and fertilise the egg.
ONLY the fittest and the most powerful of all can do it ..
so u are a KING!

but wait wait !
look at everyone ard u ..
arnt they KING of sperms themselves too?
now the basis of comparison is the same and theres no diff -.-
no more ego booster =(
LOL

2009-01-02T21:02:00.009+08:00

2009-01-02T19:09:00.002+08:00

Well well well, idk wat to say.
there s jus so much to say...
hmm 2008 has come n go,been there done that.
WELCOME 2009 then =D

this yr been rather short,
swiftly like the wind, its gone jus like that.
alrite,its not tht its short,
its jus tht we are more preoccupied with things thts all..
HAHA

ups and downs,sweet and low this year.
definitly been a blast.
but im sure next year will be a much better (p.s its Alvl yr, really?)
hmm i guess i did mature quite abit thru the year,
been a journey.
good things,bad things..

idk whether to say if i regretted tht i repeated J1 again.
good and bad again.
actually im glad but idk..
results werent superb yet,but normal? haiz
made friends, showed improvement in basketball thou
a whole new experience
thou there were times things went flipside, not according to plan, funny things cropped up..
well its over.
i arnt a person who bear grudges nor bother much abt politics..
hahaha..

i wld like to apologise to everyone,
if in one way or another i offended u..
yups sorry!
and kudos and thks to all help tht i ve gotten =D

hahah past 18th !
done quite a no of things not in my 17th years of my life.
alrite goodbye 08, the memories will last!

NOW its 2009.
scary year, A lvls.
cant risk anything.
Adiv competition due in Apr
Hopeful =)

omg, sun s gym was the worst time ever man
i duno why im so tired n things dun go the way intended.
i haven used bench press since how many mths ago coz i switch the dumbbell press
upper bench 3rd set it jus fell on me.. luckily somebody helped.
normal bench 2nd set it jus gav way n all the weights jus dropped..
its jus 15 per side. i used to do heavier-.-
and somthing else happened, i forgotten.
well its jus wasted session,arnt going alone anymore -.-

29,30,31dec , went to volunteer for ohm retreat at suntec.
wasnt tht bad thou, made friends and stuff.
an edited extract frm JY blog,coz i lazy to type it =P

We went into pan pacific hotel to take their lift because it looks damn cool!
tried DESPERATELY to take pics ,
we went up n down few times
thn this ang mo came in,smiled and bow to us.
Apparently he thought we were japanese.
ANG MO: YOU GUYS ARE FROM JAPAN?
US: ERM NOPE. WE'RE SINGAPOREANS =)
ANGMO : OMG. LOL* burst into laughter*
ANGMO : I THOUGHT YOU GUYS WERE JAPANESE!
US: ERM..CAN YOU HELP US TO TAKE A PICTURE? LIKE WITH THE NICE SENERY OF THE CITY AT THE BACK!
ANG MO: SURE SURE =) hahahaa!! when we reached the 1st level, he decided to take the lift back up to the 32nd floor again so that he could help us take another picture!

OMG EMBRASSING right?!
shldnt a tourist ask us to take for them instead taking for us?
omg..LOL

31st night went to meet qineng jas serena at 1155 at cine e2max -.-
good way to countdown huh -.-
LOL so little ppl, all PS
ZZZzz

well pics up soon,lazy =D

2008-12-25T15:47:00.002+08:00

ehhh mon 405 batch 06 gathering.
at parc oasis again.Hmm..
well,un-sporting ppl =(
only 4 girls turned up.
bad day i guess..

headed to Zouk with zen xl n sc.
shld hav gone to Arena,
Zouk s underage party suxs =(

tues- bbq 'christmas' gathering at bryan s place.
the guys stayed over,
while some went to jas place i guess..

2days of bbq,2days of drinks is killing man.
now i hav been running the LOO for 2days
poo-ing non stop!

DARN!

well Merry Christmas =)
season of giving n appreciation =D

2008-12-20T12:34:00.000+08:00

ohh i found a new song played on www.newurbanmale.com
its the song playing on my blog now;
making memories of you =)

ahh..ohh tues jy said he found a new side of me.
tht i super duper vain,coz i almost wanted to buy down the whole body shop,not reli la -.-
i tried eye liner all..
omg..siaoz

ok yest s bball outing to sentosa was kinda a flop,so to say.
first time can go sentosa and felt lidat.
8/24 ppl
its not whether it is fun or not,
its jus whether the people can make it fun anot
its up to yr own hands wat -.-
shant say much alr.

dear russell was best
ehh nth to do ah,okay bye bye
wah luckily u went off first
oh i might hav 'killed' u later also
i did lose my cool somehow,
but its after much tolerance =(
well , we re alrite =)

hmm now as we grow up,things arnt the way it is b4..
we can fight quarrell whatsoever whn we were young n mins after we are best buds again.
but as we grow up, its kinda a diff case..
but well im glad to say we r buds again =)

hmm night was loo s cell group chrismas party
theme was some fairy tale.
all the ppl dressed like some wedding,prom or what.
damn crazy.
food was good.
her cell grp leader was kinda power.
games songs sabotages gift exchanges dances yada yada.
obviously being spiritual,
ended off w a prayer.
oh her cell leader was like bubbly happy n all..
thn at the last part she was tearing and stuffs...
well..
hahha ..
hmm

2008-12-18T01:24:00.011+08:00

EHHH NOT PURPOSELY TOUCH HAND,ARNT GAY!!

2008-12-18T01:06:00.002+08:00

haha so much for saying b punctual,
i was late,
lol sry la aug n jarvis..
hehe i said 8am shoot ball thn gym, i woke up almost 8 !

man!!! im so angry la..
i failed -.- ZZzzz
hav to wait another mth..
screw it la!!!

SPE pool is damn slack..
seriously total slackness to the max..
no soft voice phone call gal thou =.=

caught sneak of twilight.
hmm not tht bad..
jus tht no fangs frm vamps only !!
ahaha

man,it jus hit upon me tht my pay is gona come next 14 jan..
so its like no matter how much the pay.
i hav no money to get by now?!
oh wat the shit!!!
arGH...

fri bballers sentosa
party at night -.-
good gacious knows why isit a 'prom'
madness..
well see how it goes thn..

photos soon =)

2008-12-14T15:27:00.004+08:00

LOL.. another lameo show.

hmm, lifeguarding kills my brain cells for nuts.

more or less stoning for 7hrs =)

i needa find things to entertain myself =P

oh i jus called up some pools jus now.

there s this girl whom picked up for School Of Physical Education

haha, i tink she shld b ard my age.

quite swt voice.

i called back thrice..

OMG my fantasies =.=

{i called to enquire abt my stuffs la!!!}

a supposely picnic today -.-

thks to the fine weather,

had it in da coffee shop.

ahh oh wells..

BTT tml, hmm..

2008-12-11T22:56:00.002+08:00

Booo hoo!
been a long time.
back from mawai 'ages ago.
its not as tough as expected.
kinda slack actually.

eco camp its called,
seriously back to nature kinda of feeling.
Zen. back to basics.

climbling a small mountain is quite cool n fun in a sense for a first timer.
it was raining.
giving it a different kinda 'touch'

we always climb on dry weather, seldom on wet weather
the rain, i guess, came timely,
giving us a whole new experience.

Cleaning shit or rather pumping toilet bowls was memorable =)
so much for da guys keeping theirs clean.
coz we still got to clear the mess left by gals!

Anws all was well and ended well.
i think this is kinda a good getaway for stress ppl.
away frm the urban and a whole new fresher and greener air.

actually ive totally no idea what i did on 5dec,
any1 any idea to help me recover tht memory loss?
lol =.=

went to volunteer for std chart marathon on 7 dec 2am w some of my classmates.
yea its an unearthly hr,
thks alot for those who made the effort to turn up despite..
haha,thks anws.

2am to 2pm for the baggage counter
2.30pm i got to report for work at bukit batok swimming pool for life guarding -.-.
crazy right.
well i made it.
didnt reli sleep.
oh i did actually catch a wink at the shelves for the bags.
i act as a bag n crawl inside.
ok thts retarded ! HAH

i always like to act superman
but this little superman here fails quite often in his attempts.
LOL..
no wonder slippers are called flip flop
so is flip a flop?
omg idk what im saying.
randoms.

today kinda ended the last bball training for yr 08 i tink.
ups and down.
few more mths next yr
oh, coach s comments for the past 2 trainings.
hehe im happy ..
coz she mention tht i improved quite abit over the months
e only thing she scolded me for is coz im super lazy to run.
and tht i hav to overcome tht mental barrier.
hmm chances are high!

oh we are kinda doing some high sch musical alike thingy for open house next yr.
erm any dancers willing to lend a helping hand to chorograph or whatever?

joined some maths tuition starting everday frm tues to next weds.
hmm idk what im learning.
well once again,so little time left,yet i ve got so much i wana do =(
i need to revise,
i wana this n tht..

haha i ve learned to think ten thousands times b4 buying smth,
like cutting hair,buying shorts,yada yada..

any christmas party? invites??hah..

hmm, at least i ve let part of my part out.
thou its part of a part, it will make a whole somehow or rather.
i shall rest my piece =)
ll see how it goes.

2008-11-29T17:41:00.002+08:00

I hung up the phone tonight,
something happened for the first time,deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility that you would ever
Feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized, and I just got to know

Do you ever think, when you're all alone
All that we could be, Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another Crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin away, goin away

Has it ever crossed your mind when we were hanging
Spending time girl, are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever

2008-11-28T21:12:00.006+08:00

Back frm batam.
half completed dorm
hopefully the ''contractors'' there will finish up the job.

the kids' soccer are damn good.
every other day been playing i guess.
bought them a proper ball.

transporting bricks,filling bricks,hacking soil,etc were some stuffs we did.
the smile and joy on their face can nv be bought using money.
All good things come to an end. =D
i was kinda quiet thru out,
well i shld b mre noisy, involved n play w the kids ..hah

good experience thou.
trip shld hav lasted longer coz we shld at least help them complete it..
haiz..too bad

brought a off pink converse as sch shoe next year.
dirt cheap compared to Spore

hmm shld update mre in detail soon,hopefully? -.-
sian

super long stick n cute box.
the pack is less thn 2bucks -.-
got it back for remembrance =P

Mawai eco camp in 2more days ?

hmm sometimes we shld jus shut up.
shutting up is better thn trying to talk
whn talking makes ppl loathe u .
get it?

ermm..i guess i shall say it out soon
wana e bothering load off my back!
soon sooon sooonn!!!!!

2008-11-23T13:25:00.007+08:00

dancing (sitting) to the (arab) music =.=

Renoma advertisment yo!

Santa claus huh?

Omg super on army boy wana be ?

2008-11-21T12:51:00.008+08:00

lol,siao.almost 1 mth of holidays pass le.
waste so much time doin nth alr!
haha, no money =(

lol i shld hav lick those ppl backside to get the job.
but ahya nvm la..dun work also good.
i told em i no commitment,
hah,obviously NUM topman all kick me away ah -.-
Zzz

on a lighter note,jus passed the requirement tests for the part time lifeguard.
so well,now waiting for their empty slots.

training s started.
its tough n it suxs.
but it will pump me up
=.= err i hope, haha psycho psycho!!!!
haha today last training for me !!
going batam!
hah

batam is next week thn to mawai!
cool..
haha..mawai most of da guys arnt gg =(
so shld i back out? somebody tell me ehhh..

t38 chalet las tues.
wed suppose to hav trainin so i didnt stay n kinda left at 10plus plus 11.
photo takings all-.-
ended up i missed the last train n almost missed the last bus.
so yea.reached home at 1am -.- like wtf
n yups, i didnt managed to go for trainin on wed -.-
crap.

batam trip still lacked 500plus bucks for fundraising.
everybody like lan lan lidat, sian.
last min bake sale -.-
lol
i dun wana pay money again ah=(

and i ordered $30 worth for my frens
guess what, i ended up paying $20 frm my pocket -.-
u will know why.
what a joke..
pissss!!!

okok..training later and dinner at Clarke quay

how lucky can i get?

2008-11-10T21:52:00.003+08:00

Mans, whn yr down on yr luck, lady luck wun be shining on u for quite some time =.=
i tink, i ve been smelling dungs so far, like wtf

idk what happen on Sun, i guess i ate smth wrong or what,
i got headache n vomited my lunch out.
ended up sick in the hotel,
wasted the day.
didnt buy coz i was down, and yada yada
=.=

it suxs to cut hair w/o contacts coz u cant see shit
idk y i cut there, please my dad perhaps?
i didnt even wana cut whn tht tjs n big bear asked me to during last day of sch la!
ZZz.wth!

i dun quite like or buy the idea that ppl befriend u for some reason, be it the friends ard u or gals or what so ever -.-
im always so nice trying to tolerate n get along w any single yada beings .HAH

Obama- first Amercian black President
everywhre also got him, BBC CNN, CNA dots dots dots.
u better make the world a better place man, black dude!
jus change all the shit yo,
peaceful,wealthy,happy,loving ppl are wanted =)

On a side note.
my overall results are BBCCD
moderation = cheat. idk.
this year is cheat.
all the scam.for show.
whatsoever results day at PAC are unwanted, not seen in da previous years.
what for all this hoo haa thingy ?
y cant we keep things sweet short and simple?

well now tht the sch year has closed, 1 yr almost passed,
remembr this period i was trying to save my ass to promote.
trying to ask for Spp whn i know im ineligible.
oh forget it, i not gona talk abt this now..

the thing is. i got to know 2 ppl cant promote.
i left early tt day,n i didnt offer any words of advice,
well as if it works..but still

yea. the bottom line is still 25/27 will in 2T32 next yr .
what can we say? who can we blame?
as i said, the whatever moderation is crap.
2h2 Us also got up? well im not saying anything.
y other classes get so lucky n scrap thru?
life is unfair.yes.

im pretty much sad seeing not the full class get promoted as well.
whatever next happens?
the cliche thing ; we will all be there for you, dun worry?
dun be sad?
we will be standing beside u n supporting u?
blah blah blah

ive been thru and seen thru it .
all these are jus lip services.
u say it for the sake of saying.
might as well not say it ?
instead by using yr heart ?

they will feel it,if u reli mean it, serious abt it =)

wells, all the best seriously,
i dun regret the bonds forged. friends forever =D

A-lvl peeps. way more to go =)

why do we make it so hard,
and make it sounds so complicated?
till we see it thru the eyes of a child?

Nobody knows who I really am,i never felt this empty before...

2008-11-06T22:36:00.006+08:00

i dun understand plotty stuffs like Quantum of Solace =(

high chances tht topman,fox,or NUM will call me.
coz i applied for part time.

idk y i even went for interview,
i dun wana work =.=
i wana study =(

im going bankok tml till mon,
whn training officially starts =(

thn reality sets back in.
Ive been living in delusion, self denial, hopeful, in a daze, doing nth beneficial to the society ( oh mans, thts pretty hard on myself? haha)
err oh wells, high time to wake up.
it wldnt happen.

Calling down an angel who will help u believe..
you ve been trying to be so strong,
you been waiting for so long
for a miracle tht nv comes.

idk what i err,
but.
lost.
guide me thru,
the right directions.

NIGHTS =D

2008-11-04T16:31:00.002+08:00

There are over 120,000 juveniles incarcerated in detention centers across the US,
Upon release, 75% will either return to prison or die on the streets;

Gridiron Gang

there are quite a number of movies featuring like prisoners or whatever linked with football;
The longest yard,gridiron gang and alot more.

Well Gridiron s still the best i guess,
hah,at least it made some water well up my eyes .
haha..

coach carter~ what is yr deepest fear?

2008-11-03T22:29:00.003+08:00

Acted smart again, it goes like this ;
8am there was kinda already a Q for the clinic at my house.
supposed to meet hong qian at 830
had breakfast w him and we altered our stuffs

decided to go some clinic at bishan since i tot i was gyming w louis all.
alighted at bishan st 22(random)
got super alot of clinics..
so i went to the one w the 'least' ppl n looked the most run down 1 -.-

ok, i hav throat infection yadayada..
& it cost?
$44 ??
wtf! 1 cough mixture and a bloody antibiotic..
wa lau ehhhh...
suxs can.. super got con-ned -.-

GRrrhhhh, y do i hav to make such stupid small mistakes =(
so hate it ! Zzzz

went back to sch to meet the guys.
bad news !!!!
nik nic junkai n tom were kinda banned for batam and mawai.

i shant say much.
too sian alr.
its all a dream,
i hope
=( =(
well, im always w them whn such shits happen..
and i guess he will b thinking im their advisers -.-
crap

slacked w them half the time in sch thn town for awhile.
went home to bathe,
cross the street to XW s place to play pool

yes, i sux at it TOTALLY =(

2008-11-01T11:34:00.002+08:00

well im still sick-.-
Agrhhh,Grrhhh!!!

a moment ago i tot;
the hardest thing to do, is to take the first step,
(w regards to anything).

but now,i think..
the hardest thing is to grow old,
and forget abt things here and there,
get grumpy,
bear the slightest grudge,
having emotional upsets now and then,
etc

it jus suxs.
it isnt easy to overcome -.-

XxXx say y am i so not open up,
ask u out like invite king lidat.
of the 10000000times ask u go church also nv go..
ehh i went once hor ! -.-
go for outing to meet new friends also lidat..

am i seriously not open-ed up?
idk,mayb i guess..

mayb yr christianity faith made u more open up?
socialise more? ahya idk la..
ARGHHH christ -.-

erm ok sorry -.-
i will try .. hah..

eeewww we got the darn tentatus jab during p6 alr!!!!
and its still valid coz it last like idk how many years -.-
the doc still asked us jab, nv tell us properly -.-
waste money ,ache for nth =(
sry jas..hah
well better be safe thn sorry.
im safer for 10plus years now!!!!!!!!!!!!
=.=

oh i tot of studying abit now till As finishes ( erm like i will)
been sleeping n doing nth for so many days -.- hahahaha
then after their As finish thn can slack w them and stuffs -.-
LOL

BUT BUT BUT,
the free-est part of the holis is frm now to 7th nov!
after which trainings 1 3 5.
batam, mawai..

eeeewww SUXS =(

2008-10-29T14:50:00.005+08:00

my back is aching like crap
feeling sickk,

28/10
gym,mustafa,town,vivo
mustafa things arnt tht cheap,
ended up getting my bell at vivo.
cheaper but still X -.-

job application for Lonsdale, Everlast.
will get back to me in 2 weeks -.-
part time life guard requires me to do a swim test cum interview -.-
bull shit.

a right choice made,hopefully.

2008-10-27T21:59:00.005+08:00

err okay,i kinda excited jus now ..
but now damn sian alr..
such a bore -.-

ok ok the thing is ;
Levis gives $50 for any pair of old jeans and u can use it only if u purchase a jeans frm them $100 and above.

Soo, being the typical Singaporean,sad to say =( , & due to the 'cheapo' side of me,
obviously im 'attracted' to it ?

and then i went for it la duh -.-
at vivo.
followed him to get his slippers after his hair cut.
and being as poor as me,he has no money left -.-

went to Levis,
oh talking abt levis! wah i remembr last yr OP the group b4 me was abt Levis -.-
it was so damn well done such tht it undermined our group marks TOTALLY.
so its not tht my group is lousy ,but AGRhhh!!!

ok back to the point =(
yea,the prices of the jeans there are obviously jacked high up
the cheapest being $109.90
i had only $50 plus, pathetic right.
if i only had $59.90 i can pretty well settle for the cheapest jeans there n be happy tht oh its Levis i got =.= ^.^

apparently i lacked 5bucks n im damn sian to the max?
tried going up to NUM to see if Zen is working there now..but not la..
i was like hoping n praying i will see someone i know somehow or rather.
ok,i didnt pray -.-
oh n guess wat?!
suddenly Jeanne from dance pop out frm nowhere.
haha with the 牛魔王 malay guy with him ( coz of his many piercings,particularly his nose -.-)
went up n borrowed $5 frm her..
Wah,siao right?! super lucky.

went back to the shop.
got da 2 jeans tht i can afford to try -.-
3sales girl; 2 seems frm china, 1 is not chinese (idk what she is)
china A : looked so dead,ask her thing,i might as well be the sales person
not chinese : idk what she s doing, cant do shit for me, sorry and smile -.- looks like a trans, the voice..
china B : so nice. keep helping mi. damn polite. well done! thks =)
the other 2 u can fly yr kites -.-
omg what am i doing ?

ZZzzz back to the point again.
i then took a long time to contemplate.
buy or not to buy.
if u noe me,i cant decide.yea.
its like the brand,sales,and price and blah blah blah la.
i tried,not too bad.
wana a bigger size but no size.
so my final decision after thinking n thinking,
i decided to not buy it.

my $50 bucks is still intact -.-
oh wells. its an IRONY again,like always.

omg i wasted so many words trying to drive at this lame point.
ok the learning point was ;
i think im able to think better , and more maturely?
yup, right choice made =)

idk,but i feel like i dun look like a typical guy after examining myself?
omg wtf am i saying again.
err points taken to account are
-my handwriting is damn neat, sometimes much better thn girls
-i speak kinda soft
-i dun reli like to game
-i dun reli like spicy things
-i blog -i cant make decisions thou im learning to
-im kinda wishy washy
-i think alot
-emotional
-sentimental
-easily fooled
-believe ppl easily
.......

sounds like a girl huh? HAH
im straight ,duh!
who will appreciate such qualities?
hmm non i guess...hahahahahaha

joke =)

2008-10-27T00:15:00.002+08:00

jus finished watching the longest yard.
mayb storm the yard tml ?

wah,im damn pist jus now man!
i duno what the hell my bro is doing,he smeared some super glue on to my wallet
act innocent,ask me wat happen -.-
fuck ! its still new and now its shit =(
luckily he stayed at granny s place n dad is waiting for me below!
else i blow him up into bits -.-
full time sucker -.-

flip : haiz heck la, dun wana bother so much abt it alr, its getting nowhere. i tink..
XxX : oh reli?
XxX : heck heck heck.
XxX : Sure?
XxX : heck is wat u say, but i know the actual fact is tht u bother the most and care abt it the most.
flip : hahaha..
...
.....
.......

Erm, is tht the case?
Well, Nights people =)

running in CIRCLES; clueless

2008-10-25T21:53:00.022+08:00

Got a jab back at the clinic.
went to lido for 'class outing' ,
which didnt seemed like 1 to me?
well i guess its me,coz im kinda cranky.

werent supposed to go for the overnight thingy,
but i slipped out of house b4 dad came home.

at night came his call -> GET HOME NOW -.-
went back the next day,his mood like quite good i tink
-> love to stay over at ppl place recently hor? i will send u to temple for retreat so u can stay at places not at your house ?
err okay, luckily he joked. w/o his usual cock and bull.. HA HA.

chomp chomp.
hav been hearing abt it.
is it tht great? nah, i doubt so .
so so only ahh

im like so the abnormal guy?
i always arrives on time,but ppl tend to arrive over time -.-
i reached there at 710, waited till 810 despite staying sooo far !!

ehh my injection area still aching =(
isit coz i ate those stingrays,whatsoever,n drinks?
ZzZZz

~randoms~

potong pasir,toa payoh,bishan,thomson are all along the same area.
but it isnt easy to get frm here to there,there to here.
we are always running in circles (at least i am)
not knowing what we want
running and hitting ourselves in the face
often landing up in a pit.
y isit always the case? =.=

i wana learn smth new over the holidays
i hav no talents =(
got to boost my self worth ???
heh

dun judge a book by its cover
it s pretty hard to decipher what 1 is thinking -.-

your smile pulls me thru the night.
thts enough..
shant be a bother any more i guess =)

Chris Brown-say goodbye
Look we gotta talk
Dang I know
I know it's just
It's just...Some things I gotta get of my chest alright....
Yeahhhh...
Whoa, whoa, whoa, oh, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, oh, whoa...
Listen..
Baby come here and sit down,
let's talk
I got a lot to say so
I guess I'll start by
Saying that I love you,
But you know, this thing ain't been
No walk in the park for us
I swear it'll only take a minute
You'll understand when I finish,
yeah
And I don't wanna see you cry
But I don't wanna be the one to tell you a lie so
.....
.............
........................

pure rum suxs -.-

rum promoter -.-

planting bomb under car? err soccer ball actually

siao

colddd..

nice beanie right?

nic was the most retarded of all,so not sober tht he actually broke a pool stick ?

like wtf?

n i had to put him to sleep b4 he causes even mre troubles

cutting melons, my forte
great dad wana be

the rest are dead sleeping -.-

im always alive =)

y do we always like to make ourselves so tired & burned outwhn we know the end process will always be the case?

2008-10-22T09:44:00.003+08:00

orhhhh..welcome to number XxxX stage of my life.
another thrilling bullshit year is gona like start soon -.-
new things to worry abt.
i wana play in A'div next yr..blah blah blah
whatever..

gona go sch later to go to what so ever OCS ?
hmm..life s still pretty much of a standstill now..
not much of highlights -.-

Its always much better to hav somebody putting in more effort thn u do.
doing mre things for everyone/you, thn you going to do it for them
likewise its also better to hav somebody liking u more thn u like them
sooo..
y act hero ?
LOL

=(

2008-10-21T20:37:00.005+08:00

ok now for the breakdown of results;
math B econs B chem C phy C gp E.
well its isnt smth very well done to be proud off.

i tot i wld b damn happy after knowing tht i promoted n stuffs.
over-rated it was again, i dun feel elated.
much mre tinge of sadness actually?

perhaps i hav the thinking tht im a second yr student kinda thing n i shld hav done better?
its true wat isnt it?
ppl commenting: eh.retain shld do better,still so lousy,everything duno.
well i arnt tht kinda smart ppl.
im stupid who needa study?
but ..nvm.

disappointed i was whn i got e results,almost cried thou.
HAH.
but whn i found out my econs got B,i seriously broke a smile out.
efforts paid off.

Fine,enough of all these emo-ing crap.
Congrats to the so many who had done well in this relatively easy promos! =)
(tis yr was act nth compared to last yr s paper=( )

i feel kinda worried for serena thou.
i dun mean anything.
but she s seriously 1 gal whom i ve seen so hardworking n trying so hard.
not like the guys.
i duno how to express myself now.but u will get it anyhow i guess -.-
esp junkai xianwen. who jus studied like so little?
promo period like happy hour still.
day b4 papers play also.
ok la,gotta admit they are smart? but. seriously they were damn lucky to scrape through.
which i dun feel good abt.

frankly speaking,if there must b ppl who gotta retain,its they who shld R instead of e gals.
im bad!
i duno..im jus sad =(
haiz..

2008-10-20T22:31:00.005+08:00

failed timer attempt
ehh blurred..
ahhh..last min cake at cheers n its burning!!!

cant b compared to tis swensens cake tht i went to get for him today right?!
ahh i saw a frog!

omg..michhmm happy family ahhh...

look at themmm..hahahah look at themm..its morning and they are sleeping like dogs!! michelle also..

coz i smart.i slpt at 2plus..

boring!

Sat steamboat w louis..

tian tian huo guo.

place was kinda upmarket but food wise..its err?

lol..

i lost my keys on the darn bus =(

i lied to my gramp tt im gg home instead of gg back to their place

in the end i ended up at nic s house -.-

stupid influence! wells its me! alrite..

oh wells tml s like the D day..

its boring if im gona say what im gona say..

bottom line is jus ..

i cant fail anything or ...

so i guess..

a long awaited heart attack in 1 shot -.-

i learned how to spell idiot!

Eeee..y i feel the tight-ness w the class?

oh wells =)

feelings grow..

2008-10-18T01:35:00.002+08:00

hahah..
i do not hav the habit of sleeping late.
but yest i slpt at 2am. i guess so too today.

i duno,im jus so confused.

hmm i didnt gymed today,cant take it.
so during the period whre __ gym-ed (__ coz i lazy to type out)
i went island to find Jaja kaka n cece -.- weird names i giv.
im crazy..totally no link..nvm.

luckily i went J8 first to meet them else i b waitin like a fool at city link.
louis say 630 done.in the end reach there 8pm -.-

got a shirt.

i duno how to express myself ? O.Oo

embrace yourself la,esp during tis moment in time.
i duno else better to say,coz i duno anything.
best wishes !

my feelings show-colbie caillat

2008-10-12T16:15:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHIYUN & KAILING!

hmm 1 of da few class outing (no s behind outing,prolly coz its the 1st or 2nd time? -.- hah)

sch s tml.

2more weeks.

no more j2s.

most of my frens are having Alvls.

while me still waiting for PROMOS RESULTS?

wtf.

wana say GUYS BABES DUDES.

ALL THE BEST FOR As..

JUS BLOODY ACE IT

THE 2YRS OF AGONY SHALL B OVER IN A MATTER OF 2MTHS !!

zZz im burnt n feeling so hot now =(

Over and done with..{isit reli over?}

2008-10-09T12:48:00.003+08:00

Isit over? Or jus da beginning?

Post-exam euphoria is overrated.
I (everyone) thought it was going to be all-out madness Armageddon party, hardcore fun

but it was not.

ZZzz those irritating guys had to go play lan.which isnt my interest
Eagle eye is soo.. bull n cock.
no 1 available to watch M18

Chem as usual was crap..
ducking hard.seriously -.-
i confess--first time in exams all mcqs werent my answers -.-
lame right..

hah augst tore his chem paper away..i crashed mine -.-

time seriously pass damn fast n unknowingly..
it jus suxs.
for a moment.yr agony seems like eternity.
the process is screwed up..
but unknowingly its over..
n ur at loss not knowing wat to do -.-

haha..yr damn funny.
i gave u a card n u only found out like 2plus weeks later! lol.

Saw tis,hmm kinda sets us pondering thou ;

do you remember how was it when you were young?
did you realise that friends around you are getting lesser and lesser as you get older?
when we were much younger , had you said " i dont friend you already" , and next day your will still be playing together?
now , once quarrel , its hard to mend it back?
i guess its due to that , when we;re younger , we were much more naive , and we could forgive more easily.
a negative outlook in this world : when you are wrong , people points all fault at you , but they never thought of the good things you had done for them ... yadayada..

u can buy stuffs,daily necessities,food,whatever simply just at a convenience store.
but in there u cant buy relationships.

"I might not get the best start or be the fastest, but if you want to beat me, you have to fight me. I will fight to the line and I do not give up."
-Britain's Christine Ohuruogu, on how she won the women's 400M gold

2008-09-30T13:49:00.002+08:00

guys u all know about the turban game?
if u see somebody wearing a turban,u mus pinch yr fren asap n say the colour of da turban.
ehh its rude.
n kinda disrepectful.
this CJ guy did it outside sch yest.n got gan by the turban guy. almost got wacked .. ZZzz...Respect yo!

GP was kinda okay,jus tht i didnt finish my darn essay n AQ? err dun look tht alrite anymre.
screwed la..
but the worst was physics today la..fuck sia.
i kinda copied the whole MCQ but all is wrong? freak.
chao how sia lidat.
PPL,my appeal man! help mi pray! seriously..i need to get my ass thru this man..
pray tht i pass..

ZZzz 6days left.
i swear i will study like a dog.
thou i know i wun get fantastic marks..but i jus wana get thru..
i must, i hav to..its a fucking obligation.
GIVE me the strength..

crap my words are so vulgar recently..screw it !
-.-

2008-09-26T23:20:00.002+08:00

Glanced through the calendar on my dairy.
Jan,Feb,Mar,April,May,June,July,Aug,Sept..
Events start unfolding.
everything seems long,yet so fast.

kinda understand it all,y is it lidat.
i guess i hav the answers.
things tht shld n shldnt b done..

never wana repeat it again.
you mould yr own sculpture
i wana get my mixture right this time.

takes jus 1day to mess things up,
but 1year to clear the mess n get things right.

dun wana b wrong no more..

Now,the last thing i wana know and wana say is
'dude,yr promoted! '

2008-09-07T01:52:00.009+08:00

i finish munching my bread n Tiger..
the 'highlight' of the past days are ECONS CRASH COURSE !
haha oh wells,no time to study much..hah..

kinda my 18th bd celebration today!
thks to those who came today!

the front row pariahs!
val,yuting,rach,teresa,sandra,my guy brothers
nut,julia,zhixin,jangyong.
haoxun,BJ n lynette
Augst,jarvis n GW!
THKS alot man!

Tsk tsk maxim frm sandral,Teresa n nic! EHH i tot FHM IS BETTER?!haha kidding la..

this morning b4 gg tution;wah e weather so good.
true,weather was good till 9pm!!!
AGRH the sudden scare!!!
oh wells..we kinda had fun too..the night ended early!

so much leftovers! my potato salad! its A MUST TRY!!
haha..thks the upstairs for lettin the rain onli fallin at 9.. -,-
the party was quite alrite! thks all man!
hope u all did enjoyed !
the night died young!! WOoshh..

sry guys if i did not did a great job..

true tht its kinda hard to jump ard frm different groups of frens..

HAHA the next time will be better !!! =D

i didnt eat muchhhhh...the foodddd...

oh manxxzzz...its alrite la =D

HAHAHA.

i injured my toe =(

i guess i got to giv my celebration w Loo a miss tml bah? haiz..sorry..

Now tht is all said n done n over..
i guess..noooo its certain tt studyin for promos is gona start NOW!!
i MUST ACE !!! MUST MUST....

GRrr its gona b 225am!! nn photos shall b up soon ennnuuffff after i get em! ~ hahaha

2008-09-01T11:28:00.002+08:00

AHh...Nike plus s over..
well it isnt as good as std chart ..
Volunteers, everything..i guess its their first time?
haiz..timing arnt v good i guess..

my foot gave in =(
saw e swell whn i took out my shoes..oh manx..
i guess i cant run long D alr..due to my feet problems =(
ZZzz sadden la..

Oh wells ..back to reality..
say dun need money..
actions pls..

2008-09-01T10:27:00.007+08:00

wooshhh..

makeshift table tennis table in class -.-

Happy Bd!

class cleaner(omg im so bad)

Tsk,my self made bread in sch(egg frm Western,Vegg frm NoddleKing,tuna frm home)

table tennis fever?

retarded ppl doing retarded things in class-.-

dian xiao err

AHh surprised ah?

Race the world yo!

featuring BOYS LIKE GIRLS

ages ago.whre s my transformer shirt-.-

crazyyyyy..

2008-08-30T09:11:00.003+08:00

wOOo..
its sat -.-
the week past w so many ppl s BD!
Qi neng s on wed thn to ern s celebration..
thn to a cake for my dad..
next to Jasmine s BD..
to Augst today..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PPL =D
Virgo seems to hav alot of followers huh!
HAHA..

start of holis but so messy..
so many stuffs to do but so little time..
thts always the case!
Eeeee promos are coming..
study study study study -.- (suxs)

sian, im feeling the after effects of wasting money..
been cash low for 3plus weeks to the max..
haiz..gotta save up
BUT use wat to save ?!!!

AGRHHhh...
ya save n get em after promos -.-
a decent earpiece,a decent white/black shorts n berms,a shirt,tee ,my jacket
my contacts,my socks.my swatch.lalalalala -.-

God! i cant get a decent pit on sat man!
wa lau ehhh..suxs ahhhhhh!!!!!!
=(

tml s the runnnnnn...
mans...

2008-08-26T21:33:00.002+08:00

im supposed to go for e tuition today..supposely last 1.
coz i quit it..haha i bet she duno i quit alr -.-
ahya nvm dun go la! HAH..
end up rushing home after sch,try and study abit b4 gg town to meet nut n JY
kinda celebrated Nuts bd at Fish&Co.

surprised her tgt w the staffs.
everyone were like singing.
oh wells,hope u like it =D
HAPPY BD =)

guess wat? there are 6 frens having their BD tis week la =(
tml alr got 4 liao!!!

AGRH..
there s ern celebration tml !
best is tml n thurs i got test !

LOL...
back to studying now =(

OOHHH im pleased to say ive been maximising all my pw n chinese breaks in the lib studying -.-
seeing e j2s mugging for prelims..
jus leave mi worried..

oh well.
shut up n study =(

TADA =)

2008-08-25T00:08:00.003+08:00

its a darn cold rainy day..
Sianzzxx..

i dun wana say but i still got to say..but i will keep it short -.-
i Q-ed close to 3hrs for the nike plus race pack!
wtf !
wa lau..

"I might not get the best start or be the fastest, but if you want to beat me, you have to fight me. I will fight to the line and I do not give up."-Britain's Christine Ohuruogu, on how she won the women's 400M gold

will i fight on?
im like waiting to not do well again..
n rot..

blame no 1 for all these mess n outcome man..
u did it n ask for it..
ZZzz

am i doing it coz im trying to out win u?
im a loser thn..
retarded 1 .. -.-

F for F-O-C-U-S

2008-08-23T10:05:00.003+08:00

the F word is much needed now..
even thou its alr needed since long b4 for watever wherever whenever...

bball stand down..
bball aside,i ve got to improve alot thou..
but now its back to studies only..
solely books; err i mean notes -.-

i wana do it.

sometimes we ve only 1 chance..
if u did it wrong,its wrong.
u can nv be right..
or rather its hard to do it right..
its condemned..

its not abt some ppl s problem tht ppl may see..
its a whole new pic tht ppl look at now.

1 wrong move,a moment of folly.
leads to undesirable repercussions..

sianZz..live w it boy =)

2008-08-11T22:43:00.005+08:00

nth much to blog abt..
life isnt much of a highlight now..
or hav there ever even been 1?

mummy today..another forbidden kingdom -.- lame.
super out of money like seriously..
tis week kinda been a buying spree for me..

how my sch celebrate national day?
walk frm sch to CCAB..
hav to take a long unwinding 4km route -.-
reached n dance there -.-
how interesting..

yet another failed class outing i supposed after CCAB..
ate at some Korean restaurant at far east.
with not the usual girls..
rather unusual isnt it ?
its coz we(the guys) tagged w them..
oh wells..

some stuffs jus cant b forced..
if u cant do it.
dun act hero..
jus leave it at there.

To many National Day is jus another day..
with some ppl jus overlooking the day..
some even not knowing the true meaning of it ..like others public holidays..
yea,we know tt N.D is a national bd n stuffs.
BUT...

there are some who take tis day jus like any other day,jus as it doesnt mean anything to them
like wats the big deal?
yes,we are modern 21st century people,but shld we give appreciation for even minor stuffs?

i was thinking..
if i was Mr Lee K.Y
not mentioning any other times but whn i was attending the NDP like many other years..
i wld feel smth inside me.
Singapore frm rags to riches..
coming such a long way..
undergoing such vast facelift..
the great efforts..
noo i arnt trying to propaganda or inject some patriotic feelings..
i jus wana ..
i duno..
HAH

we hav to resort to having tuition if we cant do well.
tht s an artifical way of obtaining results.
wat to do ..
tis is reality..

what is yr true ability?

2008-08-03T20:30:00.003+08:00

Zzz i wana go SMU basement to try studying there..
like so cool la..conducive!
but no body wana go w me?
anyone?!

ended up in vivo studyin yest
n Ngee Ann poly today..
sian..NP arnt tt bad thou..

bot e SS2G..
close to out of stock -.-

sian..

im vexed..
what shld i do?
pave the way..show the light..
___are always so distracting =(
GRRrh

2008-08-01T22:44:00.003+08:00

dark knight is a 2.5 hr show..
so was red cliff whn i watched it yest at 930..
lol not too bad.

last game for interclass bball was played today.
we lost.
oh wells ..nvm abt it ..its alrite..
not abt winning or losing.
scored 4 or 6 pts -.-
wasnt a great thing,coz it was 6-24-.-

Haha..
slowly transforming into a mugger..

no life.sian -.-

31 august is the nike plus 10km..
haven been running for ages..
how? omg..

2008-07-31T18:18:00.003+08:00

took tis frm vicki s friendster ..

HAHA..2yrs ago..

sec 4 -.-

the great difference..LOL

LOL..

2008-07-28T21:11:00.002+08:00

back..
got caught AGAIN n again AFTER cutting man!
how sian u will feel sia..
like a haunter !!!
so short lor please -.-

last week was kinda a hectic week man! quite max..
shant say much..
5hrs wasted on tution on thurs..600bucks wasted..
felt so un-useful..

quite happy on fri ..
coz we finally WON 1 game in the interhouse!
HAH..tom n i scored 3 each i tink..
lost the previous la..

thou we arnt going to second round, but im pleased..
coz we played well for once..
at least i had the responsibilty to stay for e game..
thks e 4 gals for appearing n playing..
seriously appreciated a great deal man..
its the thought that counts man.. =D

didnt go for CIP tht night..
but went far east n talk w the guys..

Sat CIP was super to the max slack..
do cip can play arcade, play lan, slack sia..
left at 9plus n went talkin w the guys at PS again..

ermm anws thks Daphne

long monday..
HAHA..
went Nikhail s condo s pool for a swim..
freak cold..LOL.

im so awfully..HAH

i need a lucky star..

2008-07-22T20:53:00.005+08:00

the stars arnt shining on me lately..
things arnt as smooth as they are...
sianzzz...

last fri VP caught my hair n collar pin..
mon i was late for sch..by wat?
FEW SECONDS? no collar pin -.-

walau ehh its rainny day n the no of late ppl is abt close to 100plus ppl..n he wana mark all as late?
wat the hell lea..
good lor..let MOE see ur darn sch got so many late ppl !

freak man..all gals w skirt above knee all kana ..
lame la..u go AC AJ SA or wat, catch the WHOLE SCH pls?!

thn the today;the fateful day -.-

Brother Paul asked all retainees to meet him,22 onli la,lame =(
alicia was like gona cry coz she scared ..
ZZzz scared abt wat man? she got praised la..got A for geo n 1of the 4 who met the mark in the contract..
Zzzz

tt angmo was KIND enough not to kick out any as of yet..else i will b out alr coz i got 2 ASSES !
but wat was told was if promos there is any 1 w jus 1 mark to E,he/she will get the boot as well..NO qualms abt it ...

THN back to the beginning,
the DARN VP catch me for my HAIR AGAIN (i didnt cut) b4 seeing BRO ..
so he INVITED me into his office..
n a whole lot of shit started -.- ALL coz of the HAIR..damn it !

tht _insertname_ can jack n suan u like free -.-
took out his scissors n comb..
blah blah blah..
i insisted i nv do anything wrong..i said i didnt
go ard Terrorizing others w my head..
im a good boy n stuffs tht kinda thing..
wth..

thn he not happy,'threw' his TOOLS on e table -.- n begin his crap..
say frm me,till my results,to my family,to my class,to my frens -.-
Zzzz

he said either i was influencing the class to do bad or they are influencing me to not produce results..
i said i did influence them to study..but whether ey wana heed is their prob wat..

thn he wan mi steer clear of them n stuffs..
constantly reminding me im a retainee..i hav no frens ..shameful..blah...
purpose : make mi inferior -.-

BEST is he made me kinda sign a pact w him tt i must get at least an A n the rest Cs for promos..
in order to save my ass..
WTH ..v easy ah? wa lau..
this is CRAZY ehhh!

sian to the MAX!!!

my hair is back to crappss again..
oh wells..
suxs la..

t32 lets jiayou n not retain man!
trust me,its SUXS.. GUYS we quite tight,so lets do it n not break it man!
all the way =)

haiz.. determination n strive to do it bah..
little time..many things

jie meizzzzz -.- HAHA'

crop up w our busy lifestyle n scheldue..hopefully we remembr each other..

2008-07-20T11:21:00.002+08:00

Parent Teacher Meeting..
luckily no U,dun nd see P -.- stupid 5XL angmoh
but my blockhead form teacher also another no experience 1 kind..
say v disappointed w me..

lol..he s right la..
not only he s disappointed,my parents are..
im also disappointed in myself..

29 sept is Promos..
abt 2plus mths i guess..
the least i hav to get for everything is at least a C..

so so ..
i guess...
frm now till thn..
i hav to change everything,my lifestyle etc..
in order to wack their asses...

sufferings for 2mths...
thn its freedom ..
at least till 12 jan09 where sch reopens -.-

watch me do it..
going sch is not jus abt lookin good now=( (tt what tt blockhead s implying)
my new hangout place is in the sch lib alr..
anti-social under pressure -.-

there s no room for mi in bball..
im quiting..ZZzzz

2008-07-15T22:22:00.003+08:00

assumptions
misunderstandings.
In a moment of folly...
speechless
invisible man...

if ur angry u can play soccer..
u can wack the ball real hard..for its meant to b kicked ...

but whn ur angry,i doubt u can play basketball..
u can wack the ball..u mus love the darn ball -.-
for anger cant make u put tht ball into tht hoop..
u ve got to transform yr anger into something else i tink ..
Zzz..yr patience will b cultivated..

ive got a weird disposition..
there r periods whre i wan ppl to see me..
there are even mre times whn i dun wana b seen by others ..
so i avoid -.-

crap..

2008-07-12T21:20:00.005+08:00

~no one can make you inferior without your consent

"i can accept failure,everyone fails at something.But i cant accept not trying"
-perhaps yr destined to fail mre thn norm for u to succeed..

its all in the mind;my mind has gone weaker..
whre has my will power n strength gone to ?
the old me is
dead.

(attitude,anger,selfcontrol,etc) management has gone all time low..
smth s wrong..
temper short..
sunday class seem to not do me good?

Interclass bball..
game 1 :lost -.-
was short of 2 players right b4 the game..
how not to get pist? had to find a sub..
went into the game w e wrong mood..

anger can get u no whre..u cant do shit..
true enough,i played like crap,like a total fool..
scored no shit,all assist -.-, kept fallin n sprained my ankle..
Tiff kept reminding me to control myself n not get angry durin the game..
thks for the reminder..
I promise i will play better the next game.

b4 the game,was training w ruipeng..shots were rather accurate..
but in the game,it was totally ground 0..less thn 0% -.-
Imgaine how dejected you will feel?

got conned by mr low again -.-
only to find out the cip he asked to attend was some freak job...
turned up for the trainin today ..
found out tt we r gona b facils to conduct a kinda big shot environmental conference
for some 500 college poly n uni students ..
screwed up isnt it ?
i noe no shit abt environment n guest are minsters -.-
got to do backup research n all..

sick and tired.

2008-07-09T22:09:00.005+08:00

du lan to the max la..
super wonderful dad -.-

my sitting partner;qineng got crap results but he still consoled me abit..
keep telling me my studying method wrong -.-

yea yea..wrong ah..
ive been searching for it my whole life..
10plus years of schooling, and i still duno how to study -.-
its seriously screwed up man..

im seriously sick and tired alr..
seriously fuck it man..

i wana giv up alr la..
dun wana study anymore..
whats the pt of like studyin man..
i dun see it la..

those fucked up results...
ive like almost all Es in my pocket..freakin borderline only -.-
and a S for chem n GP which i duno y i got 5marks onli for section B
darn j1 work only..
redo also still lidat.

giv me info for poly second intake man..
free me la..
or watever la..
everything s so crap now..

my new temp econs teacher is Ms lim kay lin ; the relief teacher tht took mi last yr..
1st thing she saw me,n she asked y am i doing in her class? -.-
asked me to go back to my class..
i said i retain,she seemed shocked -.- sian..

AgRh..stop whining -.-
screw it

Let the pictures do the talking

2008-07-07T23:22:00.008+08:00

lynette s BD at some jap restaurant at forum..

retarded stuffs..hot sake..

Ruipeng s the vice capt..

hav faith..

i went lib w/o e guys to do work -.-

hmm duno wat to say ehh..

sian..

5marks? i totally cant believe it man! screwed..

jiao lian ask y i so not happy,isit coz cant b vicecapt..

-.- errr...

its the 5marks thingy la..nvm abt tht..

2008-07-06T22:26:00.004+08:00

hey: cant*?
4 Jul 08, 23:49hey: Just here to tell you that =) cyar around, Btw, u can ball for nuts.
4 Jul 08, 23:49hey: hey flip, you look like you got a peice of meat bitten off that huge sausage lips of yours =)

hello HEY, do u mind putting yr name whn u tag? erm basic politeness..thks
i ve got a piece of meat bitten off that huge sausage lips of mine? erm..would u kindly explain it? i dun tink i hav huge lips? do i? so i guess u got a problem with me yea?

oh a moment u were trying to make me feel elated by saying i can ball..n thn say i cant ball?
are u trying to make me pist or smth?
did i fucking say i can fucking play ball?
u can play good ball ah? great job pal =) ur good thn...

i assume ur frm CJ also yea? see me ard? go tag yr name whn u visit the site again ah..
i wld b glad to say hello to u in sch..thks for yr comments..
it would be better if u look me up n tell mi in sch whatever comments u hav abt me? -.-

thks Julia..its pretty embarrassing to hav a girl to shut u up..whoever u are..

2008-06-30T22:54:00.005+08:00

my neck n back is partially injured -.-

the trip to sentosa yest night was seriously screwed up..totally memorable..
once in a lifetime n hopefully never again..hah..alrite short n swt..
went into sentosa at abt 1130..no bars were open..walked frm 1145 to 2plus am aimlessly..
finding no whre screening euro finals..
cab-ed out to tiong B Plaza mac..closed..had internal conflict..
had to stop the fight -.- walked in the rain to watch in the coffeeshop..

the best thing was i came frm my grandma s place to vivo..n there am i bringing the guys to watch in the coffee shop opp my grandma s place -.- interesting yeah?

i so wanted to slp..police came over for routine check..but we are good ppl ..so we had a talk w them -.-
we walked n walked..back to sentosa =( the weather was burning hot! im burnt..
i walked great miles -.-

im max-ed out..gona slp

time will be the testing
and hopefully it shall tell...

=D

2008-06-28T17:45:00.015+08:00

omg fountain of wealth

i got a treat at HK cafe
nice water effects!delication-I LOVE YOU..so cool ah..

Went to play bball today at toa payoh.frm 10 to 230pm? with jarvis ,augie and julia and her YJ bball gals + 1 SA grad bballer..they not bad k ! haha..hmm quite a great game =D learned quite abit as well..YaY! im tanner now..LOL i v long nv exercise alr ah..haiz im so nua nua and i got BUTTER fingers! I hate my buttery hands la! Zzz...Went TP central for Subway,meeting Nut for awhile..knowing tt Nut n julia didnt wana eat subway after we bot -.- Augie is always doing funny things ..Tsk tsk..

My class guys wana watch Euro finals on Monday out..so i guess tml hopfully im allowed by sayin im gg frens house to watch-.- they planned to go sentosa hoping the pubs screen it ..thn slp ere n coz e next day the gals will b gg to sentosa..yup..there s no school on mon and i guess results will be on tuesday..

ON friday yest i had my As chem SPA skill B paper..was alittle late..if only every exam is jus as easy as yesterday s skill C, everything will b a bliss..after it went fareast..its always fareast..they went LJS, me n Nikhail went to ta bao subway -.- omg..subway..wats the craze of subway in me now?crap..whn i dun wana eat subway,ppl wana eat..whn i feel like eating alr,ppl dun wan..wth is happening..nvm digress..hmm so the usual psp guys were soccer-ing -.- leavin me titus n qineng talkin to e 2 bored gals =( wanted to watch get smart coz its funny? coz i wana laugh my ass out..i wana laugh like nv before..ok nvm -.- lame..ahya in short,i wana laugh la..but ended up watching NEVER BACK DOWN..it was a pretty good show..smth alike like Coach Carter..all the fights..but yea..the combat club training.." u train here,but u dun fight outside..Once u cant CONTROL n fight outside..ur out! " there are times whn there will b idoitic 'frens' trying to get u piss so tt u cant control n fight him..but ...nvm my point is dun fall in their trap..

Rachel n we guys watched it..the cinema was damn small -.- n look like its ages ago ! at lido..yup..we were like making noise..HAH..after the show i was like..ehh comeon our NYAA skills put marital arts..lets go learn some fighting ...LOL..pratically they tot i was crazy la..but the best thing was the stupid chindian nikhail who went to imitate jake in the toilet..guess wat? his pants split -.- wat an idoit..haha..After tht i went to city hall to meet ck ern n joanne..had pepper lunch thn walked 3rounds ard the fountain of wealth (isit?) to make a wish ..haha..thn to swensen for ice cream(coz i got the 1-1thingy) haha...thn to cotton on for a polo n yea home...

My current mood is kinda random n err.. i duno.. so i guess its kinda a super long no link post..and dun bother reading..HAHA...now get ready..yup..Hmm..i shall start by err-
Carpe diem;seize the day! Life is short and time is fleeting so make the most out of current opportunities..Grab it and nv let go -.-

Have not bullshit in this space since 16thjune..which is 12 days ago..which means i practically started studying like never before..like a dog for 10 days ..soo lets see..10 days? (is it reli study anot? dun bull-.-)studying n u cant do anything except that..i hav survive the days -.- its like..i duno..damn sian..n i feel like giving up every moment..OMG wad load of crap..my a darn j1 onli n i make soo much noise..thn those taking As or wat mre stress right? wtf...if only i had studied like that? thn i could have pass my midyrs last yr n hopefully clear promos n be in j2 now?then perhaps i can hav the audacity to make noise -.- thn i wun b like a dog here again...ZZzz wats with dogs? wat if i had jus gone poly right from the start ? will things change ? anyways things happen for a reason right? mayb i jus hav to get into cjc in order for me to retain ..n do well like super well -.- in the future..coz wat holds for me next time is something big ? i got to save the world? alright..wat am i thinking?

do you really think all jc students have a high chance of entering singaporean universities? old dummies thinking = JC = good smart = UNI ..but now its the opposite..i tink stupid ppl thn go JC..we are walking a mandatory path of studying for ourselves,our parents,our families,our future,our country ..our whatever -.- anyways once again,the midyr exam is over n done..cry n swear n complain or watever up to u ..everyone is saying how hard the paper is..yea,the papers are hard..oh yar..to remind myself my midyrs 07 was 26 20 15 for maths econs n chem respectively ..im v proud right -.- the bullshit immature mentality was to see wa how low i can get last year..but if i had wanted to do the otherwise ? freak la..

My aim for tis midyrs is at least all Cs to not let myself n others down..but lookin at it..im mre happy to pass....all the bull shit paper..its not hard ..its jus tt im arnt hardworkin or fast enuf..

my brains is a little wired .perhaps the neurons are alittle screwed..haha..now that 08june holidays are over..means half the yr has passed=.= like duh..nvm..hav i been using my second chance well ? am i gona let it burst? i duno..yea..i said i wld study n stuff..like err after getting results on tues..i will not waste as much time lik the earlier part in 08 n study harder..study durin off peak periods..blah blah blah..its all talk .. put the talk into some action..dun jus talk n nth s done..talking is free n dun nd money..doing and saying is another thing..if u reli wana do it get it ? thn jus work towards it..no pt saying n saying harping n harping..yea if u happen to read n tink its u ..yea its u..dun harp on the same matter..jus let it go..do wat u ve got to do..at least dun regret ..DUN ASK wat ppl can DO for u ..but ASK yourself WAT U can do FOR others..Earth is round..i mean u dun expect it to revolve ard u? u are the 1 revolving ard it..n u ve gotta adjust..if u dun..jus sit down below the apple tree and wait for apples to drop? yes it will sooner or later..but do u wana b tis kinda person? yea..i can say like tis for now.by putting it into practice is equally tough for me let say others..

we can show our attitude,act tough,etc..but ultimatly if u seriously sit down n tink it over..u will kinda regret..trust me..even by jus yelling..try it..after u yell or wat at some1..u sit down quietly n tink over it..u tink ur right? i tink u will beg to differ..

erm im full of shit..but im equally quiet as well..i dun reli like to open up..im quite shy..
Im not a deep person, i like to tink alot..thou i can talk nonsense at times..i can also jus shut up n jus keep quiet n stone..kinda emotional? coz i can cry -.- who cant..but..yea. i like to eat and sleep..i tink guys frm all boys school are kinda weird..i duno but..yea..i look down on my guts..coz i shant say much..i pretty innocent n stupid..not tt i act it out..im naive =(
i always do funny things but not on purpose..ppl who do that on purpose shld b hated..i duno y ..but ppl seem to see me like a small kid -.- coz wat i do is often deemed as childish acts ..hmm i tink u cant get far..coz girls dun like childish kids..not tt im despo..but yea..thou im a little childish la..but i dun wan it to b a demerit point for me..i dun like to b skinny..i rather b fit..i like to eat n sleep..
i duno if i shld tell u anot? perhaps i will jus not say n let go..i duno abt u too..i seriously duno..lol..i seem to not know anything..haha -.-

i will still remembr wat WJ said..its either studies+CCA or studies+girlfren..hmm its quite true..but..thn Ck also said..nvm dun see now ..see next yr..if hopefully ur the vice capt..thn yea doin well in studies,vice capt and playing well in Adiv,with a great girlfren n wonderful friends..Ur kinda at the peak of yr life..Everything is complete, fulfilling n bliss..Dun let 1setback pull u down..or rather make u tougher and let it help u attain n get to the peak of yr life..Sounds cool isnt it? hopefully it does happen la huh...HAHA..

i tink tis para is still the best:
~ WHAT IS YOUR DEEPEST FEAR?
our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.-we are all mental shy like children.
- its our own light,not our darkness that most frightens us.
-as when we let our own light shine,we unconsciously give others permission to do the same.
-As we are liberated frm our own fears,our presence automatically liberate others..
i kinda agree totally...

i haven yet to search for wat is my deepest fear..i gotta find it fast n i dun wana walk my road aimlessly n not knowing wat to do...

Friends are like balloons; once you let them go, you might not get them back. Sometimes we
get so busy with our own lives and problems that we may not even notice that we've let them fly away. Sometimes we are so caught up in who's right and who's wrong that we forget what's right and wrong. Sometimes we just don't realize what real friendship means until it is too late.~ choose yr friends wisely and do yr job as a fren -.-

Q: How many VJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: The whole school. One student to screw it in and the rest to cheer and wave flags and banners to give him/her support.

Q: How many ACJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They'll rather use all their money to employ YJC to do it for them.

Q: How many YJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Only one teacher to tell them what a light bulb is in the first place and to demonstrate how to change the light bulb. (So how do you think they're able to change it for ACJC?)

Q: How many IJC students does it take to change a light bulb?A: None. They are Innovians. They'll find ways out of the dark.

~12 Stones-Broken Road
Time, moves slowly while you're gone
I haven't heard your voice in quite some time
But I still see your face
I cannot erase the things you've done
And all the ways you kept me hangin' on
(C)
Now your gone
I've moved on
And I don't feel so sorry
Can't you see I'm bleeding
But I won't bleed anymore
I've held on For so long
But I had to let you go
At the end of our broken road

I know,it hurts to hear the truth
Well maybe
I was never meant to be with you
And I cannot replace
The tears of disgrace
That run for you
Cause running from the truth is what you do

Now your gone
I've moved on
And I don't feel so sorry
Can't you see I'm bleeding
But I won't bleed anymore
I've held on
For so long
But I had to let you go
At the end of our broken road

You were all I've ever known
And I cannot replace all these tears of disgrace
And I won't bleed for you anymore
(C)*2

5steps frm Brian McKnight Back at One;
One, you're like a dream come true
Two, just wanna be with you
Three, girl it's plain to see That you're the only one for me and
Four, repeat steps one through three
Five, make you fall in love with me If ever I believe my work is done Then I'll start back at one

hahah omg its damn long..so dun bother reading i strongly bet u will giv up half way.anyway if u manage to read finish ..do tell mi n tag and i will complement u ..HAHA!

2008-06-16T19:16:00.002+08:00

17JUNE
hmm alrite im lazy to sort the dates n photos n stuffs
coz i reli got to study alr -.-
so its 17june today

lol after exams thn i will kinda 'reformat' my blog layout!
HAHA yea im random now..
guess wat? i realised i havn cut my hair for like 3mths plus -.-
OMG..n i went to cut today
LOL my hair dresser say everythin u also try b4 alr..
so hmm bald next time? HAHAHHAHA mayb..see i got guts anot =P

after cuttin went to TPY to study w jarvis n joshua..
stupid guang wei come disturb..thou got a short while he s super quiet doin his work -.-
guess wat? we studied at a HDB sky garden -.-
wtf? lidat i study at my void deck better right?!
HAHA but it s alrite la =D
i ended doin alitte retarded stuffs -.-
LOL

my real bro is so fat..LOL
my wanabe bro..cute ahh?!

now about the camp..
hmm its quite alrite...
made a slacker fren jus like me -sihui..
HAHA sry la i tink i influenced u ..
LOL..BUT I GOT DO WORK !!

sleeping at 4am suxs coz im a earlier sleeper!
HAHA..

hmm gotta lose my some fats ..
ZZzz
switched frm gym training to pull ups..
im super lazy..n i dun care...
HAHA =)

i wana know..
seriously..
but..

2008-06-12T10:33:00.003+08:00

hmm mon tues wed i studied at mac..HAH
WEDS~
studied n watched kungful panda w nut..
hmm not tt bad =)

first time i studied quite a fair bit of econs ..LOL

woke up at 6am today intending to watch movie..
but i studied first instead =D
thou its only an hour? but at least i did smth?
HAHA..im pleased =)

watched Coach Carter..
i tink its probably the best flim i watched so far..
its abt him not being a typical coach
who cares not only abt bball but their studies,their lives,their future..
seriously damn nice...
the values tt u might learn?
HAHA..
only less thn a handful of African blacks can graduate out frm their high schools to colleges..
often ending up in prisons..
sad yeah?

~ WHAT IS YOUR DEEPEST FEAR?
our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
-we are all mental shy like children.
- its our own light,not our darkness that most frightens us.
-as when we let our own light shine,we unconsciously give others permission to do the same.
-As we are liberated frm our own fears,
our presence automatically liberate others..

you are given a second chance..
so are u gona bust it ?

~time is always not on my side =(

hah,next 4days will b spend at camp..
who knows smth may change ? lol..

2008-06-09T20:41:00.006+08:00

Prince Caspian...

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word
And then that word grew louder and louder

'Til it was a battle cry
I'll come back

When you call me
No need to say goodbye
Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never
Been this way before

All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are
As you head off to the war
Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light
You'll come back

When it's over
No need to say good bye

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and now one knows yet

But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget
Let your memories grow stronger ans stronger
'Til they're before your eyes
You'll come back
When it's over

No need to say good bye~

yes it did..
who am i trying to kid?
the hope im holding to..
the word grew louder..
kept within me..

back to the begining..
its jus a feeling...

its not i dun wana be patient..
but the situation that im always in forbids me to do it..
how do i noe when s the right timing?
soo do i jus leave it ? -.-

too high an expectation..too high a hope..
u will fall harder..

2008-06-08T21:33:00.002+08:00

thursday at ikea...
kids room hammock..
omg y im always talking kid..

fri went to nyjc to play bball..
sch so nice pls..unlike the blueee kuku pok CJC ..
went to find lao da..n to jarvis house to study..

Saturday~
augie pang idea to watch kongful panda..but NARNIA instead!!!
$10.50...we end up blaming each other at ben n jerrys..
joshua s BD ahh..omg..we damn bad..
not ball la the show..thn to LONGs house for BBQ...
super far cannnn...sebawang ! omg..
on e way home got stuck at thomson for awhile..
hmm..
sunday nth much la
=)

pretty nice anws..

OMG i keep gg to bishan thomson area!!! ARGHHHH...

ehh kinda looking forward to next week =D

2008-06-04T19:36:00.005+08:00

ZZZzz 23/40 also can get 1st?
omg.. sadness...

long wana meet the ironman !
we wana take pic but only small KIDS allowed =.=

tht man in blue is augie pang..
LOST in the crowd ..
HAH..

-sadness..my dad loves to pick on me -.-
for duno what reason..
perhaps thts his way of showing his love n care for me =( as much as he wan me to b good -.-
HAH..im nice..to let him rattle..n not answer back..
lessons did help okay..im mindful of at least my actions ? LOL..

went to sch in e morning to get back my chem paper..
coz i went china during the Xtra lesson..
no time for breakfast..
forgetful boy -.-
first forget take money,went back n waited so long for bus..
thn i forget my bag of __
went back home after sch to take thn to town =(

LOL.. 2-1 consultation n MS drama Tie again tease me..
n yea..had a pretty hard time getting my basis right..
n of course..i see the need to study harder -.-
coz she says she got high expectations of me..as i did it BEFORE =(
oh wells..indeed..shldnt procrastinate..

to town to meet 'band of brothers' ..HAHA..
lunch-ed n went to borders to study
on e way..we waited for IRONMAN..the Ironman looks shitty..
rusted iron..HAH..thn we tried leavin augie in the sea of toys whn we hid upstairs -.-
HAHA..

oh wells..did abit..

erm practically abt 15days left for mids ..
n abt 4days at camp? 2 days to go out?; 1-movie,2-bball
means 9 days left..

alrite..the rest of fun shall b left after mids?
my only chance to prove myself n not let anyone down again..
aim s to get all at least Cs?

-hopefully if i can do it..tht will b part of my gift for u ?
-naturally ..
-now or later..its a good question to ponder..

-study study study ...

~if you go to a convenience store,
food, drinks, cosmetics...
even cellphones are sold
but they don't sell realtionships there.. ~
extracted...

2008-06-02T23:20:00.003+08:00

ermm...
weird things are happening to ppl?
lol, hah, it might hit me anytime?!
u nv noe?

-Life s fragile;vulnerable..
-Anything can happen anytime,anywhere,anyhow..
-Learn to treasure..
-only when u realise tt it hits,it might b alittle late..

- Yesterday is History, Tomorrow is a Mystery, and Today is a Gift

-Its suxs whn u hav to keep it to yrself whn u duno how to say to e 1 intended...
-.-

HAHA,spore vs uzberik__ 3-7 -.-
trashed like trash -.-
morning tuition
thn to vivo..gt 2 slippers..studied abit..
b4 gg for another tuiton -.-
n now back to my retarded papers again =(
ZZz

2008-05-31T20:55:00.004+08:00

Back..

-china blocks out blog viewing -.-

-if only,i could hold back time...

-nostalgia

-whirl wind feelings =(

- i fear rejection....

2008-05-24T22:20:00.004+08:00

hmm my H1s are over..n yup..
GP wasnt easy..
summary guess wat? i had to spin up my own summary ah -.-
haiz hopefully i can manage an E!!
yea i will :)
physics was err..
thks to mr tan..
whos so nice coz half the questions were C&P frm notes n CA
but i duno how to do simple Qs?
stupid right..
n he emailed us e answers straight after it ..
well i checked..
haiz 49 marks -.-
nvm it will be higher=)

- hmm its not easy to please everyone?
- to make everyone happy is an even tougher job -.-

wa lau ehh.. after exams shld go out right?!
my super nice wonderful class also duno whre they disappeared to la..
sadness man!
in the end i end up in the bball court w some ballers ..
pathetic ehhh..after exams play ball?
okok sry im weird! haha
n i suan those who went for volleyball =(
OMG..

i no extra clothes somemore ehh!!
i tried stealing guang wei s jersey n hide under the stairs..
i tot i was damn SHORT ..
n i stood up n bang the ceiling la..
my head got bruise -.-
:( sadness to the max..
lol cant tink...

-ehh i duno wat else to say?
but yup..

IM GG TO CHINA TO VISIT MY GRANDMA S BRO!!!
frm 25 to 31 !!!
meanin i arnt in spore la!!
i will b back frm the village so...
yup..

-ok ...i jus i shall spend my useful quantity time in the rural..
to ermm..sort of my thinkings?
-reflect? etc..
-n see if its good for me to to to ..i duno..
ehh nvm ..
so random..

kk tada till then =)

2008-05-21T14:24:00.005+08:00

Ppl take care!
weather recently is hot n weird!
take care n dun get sick =)

not much highlights recently...
-detention last week..
-night studies...

-u nv know how powerful or how useless yr mind is..
-its all in yr mind
-e.g. bench pressing 50kg.
A put his hand ere.whn he let go,i jus dropped..
but even whn his hand was there...
he was giving me mental support only..

-how weak am i ? HAH..

-earthquakes n cyclone are scary
-so many poor ppl died -.-
-haiz...

-Confused,confused,so confusing..
-y?
-duno duno duno!!! =(
-if only...

- Im not SKINNY!!
ZZZzzz

~my feelings show..
~how i want u to know..
~all you have to do is to nv let goo..

2008-05-14T23:15:00.003+08:00

walking alone in such a crap path jus suxs to the max..
i cant afford to fail 1 sub -.-
im damn tired of ...err everything?
im trying to study..
but i duno wat im studying..
2days of night study plus 1day of training..
= 43/72 hrs in school?
i gona b mad...

ehh i need to train..
need to gym ..
Zzz

my legend, my story ...to be elaborated n continued ...
:)

2008-05-11T20:27:00.007+08:00

look..
last monday i had econs test
thn tues chem n phy test -.-

i chose not to believe tt the econs test exist !
but it did n i didnt study :(
but still coz its a case study,
hopefully i can pass!
HAHA!

i got chased out by the damn lib old hag for having bread on the table -.-
so i went out to put it
Only into my pocket..
n tt damn women saw me moving my mouth in the lib :(
i was caught n name was recorded :(
CRAP..

hmm okay,i practically copied phy test.. -.-

friday was awards ceremony ..
thn j1 s lesson starts at 11..
i got GP at 11 till 12 thn no mre lessons -.-
wat the shit,go sch for an hr only la !
n guess wat..
i went KAP ..
n i was late for lesson :(
practically i went for 30 mins of class? wtf
in which i stoned thru?
HAHA! :D

Sat
i went to ngee ann city to help out
the vesak day carnival there..
lol quite alrite!
n i was the crabby mascot la!!
Cool + cute right?!!!

thn i went down to De neng s house for bbq..
supposely a bball bbq - handing over ceremony -.-
lame la ..
hahaa..
his house is king..
fucking big la..
thn we had a bball tt he bot..
n he said we got to pass down frm captain to captain ..
generations to generations =.=
LOL...
ok it was interesting
i was pretty much motivated?
lol..
n we scheme to throw guang wei into the pool..
coz he s the future cap?
hah n next it was me la..
swey! i ran but still in vain :(
i was into the pool ..
HAIZ...

SUNDAY!
went down to ngee ann city to take a look again ..
thn to wheelock to study w julia..
n NUT came awhile..
lol :D

my ulcers are huge n pain :(
sobs!
hmm its good to chose the correct ppl to study with :)
today was pretty much alrite! :)

heh, i guess things shall go slowly!
most pressing task is passing n doing well in my midyrs ..
others can wait :)
well i duno if it will reli work out as well?
shall see as it goes..
let it worry for itself?

TADA~

\
the survivors of a typical gp class..
rest is out of class -.-

process of throwing :(

the victims!

guang wei! LOL

helloo! its mi in the crab ! HAHA

2008-05-04T15:34:00.005+08:00

w chuern

T32

handball 2nd!!
captain s ball 1st !!!
retarded :(

snowman!

gozilla alert
band play:)
cool la..

short week..

tuesday
daryl tong frm t06 wans to create trouble..

nutcase..

wednesday
1st official training w the j1s..

first time si zhe can b first...

but i got headache so got to sit out -.-

thursday-labour day was kinda boring..

nth interesting..

friday -CJC sports carnival '08
initially i heard ppl telling me stuffs like..

yr senior class damn nerdy de...

can study only..

HAHA.

i guess we did prove ourselves right..

obviously with the j1 s help right?

1t32 pons right?!!

i was kinda the acting captain n i was playing handball..

the night b4 i was like preparing to get medal la..

i duno y..

but i jus feel e urge to win smth..
ok its jus a game..

but haha im like so serious now -.-

alrite..im pretty nervous..

but at least our gals r frm 2t32 -Liz G n shufei..
man! they r good..seriously..

we went crazy n cheered like nth..

we fought hard n we won our group stages..

damn happy coz only 1class proceeds..

we are the ONE..fighting hard,

we won 2nd..

partly coz the finals i was tired

but i still insist on fighting on..

and the last 2 games i wasnt playin v rationally..

i was rash..

oh wells we conclude by winning 2nd

n our other side 1st in captains ball..

didnt expect such good returns!!

it was a fine day after all!!!

oh! for the first time,all the guys were present to go out tgt..

as usual, all the gals except 2 stayed plus 2 frm our senior class.

oh wells :D

soul garden-ed thn i slpt as soon as i reached home..

HAH..

saturday
CJC BAND CONCERT..

i tink it was much better thn last year..

its was good..thou i did slp for a period..

Nice..i hope i can b part of them ..

AHHAHAHAA

hmm practically i devote sun to mugging..

due to the damn fact tt i got 3 test next week -.-

i turned down everything..

including tuition..(but still waste time -.-)

LOLs...first time i completed so much homework..

hah,if only i did tis last year n not slacking thru..

i wun endure this again :(

ZzzZ..

feeling quite stress-ed up..
coz i hav the obligation to perform ..

but i arnt reli doing it ...

i got an E for chem n i crushed my paper -.- OMG..

mrs tie was like..

lol she s a good teacher la..

i shant disappoint her..

hah,well..2 weeks to H1s..
so so i will try very hard frm next week onwards to b as serious as possible..

no mre crazy..
HAHAHA...

2008-04-28T21:58:00.002+08:00

i played my playlist of 周杰轮 songs today for the first time to sch..
thn i was damn quiet -.- during lessons..
i duno y? emo banana ..ahya lame la..
nth much..
left classes early coz bball match- cj vs nj..
Zzz i miss classes la..damn scared..exams soon

its the kinda the end of bball life in cj for them..
coz we lost 71-35 to NJ..
we cant get into second round..
no more matches ..end..

means a start for me..
a start of hell once again..
trainings again for 1 yr ..
i tot on the bus..
wat if i didnt join bball?
thn perhaps i wun retain?!

wats installed for me in the upcoming mths n year?
i reli duno ..
i dun wana fail..
i dun wana not do well in ball..
.........

ate char shao fan at 4pm?
rushed down to SBC w leonard
lol..didnt manage to see the yj ac match..
HAHA..
oh wells..
met up with julia..
thn meet natasha..
1 bball 1 netball...
kinda lost our way trying to get to the damn kallang netball centre...
wa lau..
we both damn nice la..
found our way there n that dummy jus wait for us there..
oh wells :D

ate dinner at some food centre?!
lol..

ZZzz almost got lost in the kallang area -.-
luckily got buses home!!! HAHAHA
:D

anyways tmls ben and jerrys free ice cream day
so so so ..
im gona try leave sch at break at 11 to GRAND CATHAY
FOR MY FREE ICE CREAM!!!
wish me luck tt i dun get caught :)
HAHAHHAAHA

haiz..my daddy s weird ..
changed car..
moving house.. -.-
HAH!

2008-04-27T18:40:00.003+08:00

lol..its seems like im always doing a weekly based post -.-
erm okay the week passed like before ..so fast!
damn ! nth much happened .
boring as usual..
the usual psp in class..
usual fights in class...
the usual making teacher(bimal) angry in class...

LOL
its always better whn u keep mum n keep yr ears shut..
coz the mre u wana noe..the mre u wana hear will only make u shitty n mre shit-er..

im nice peaceful n non violent..
okok fine..its a joke :P
peace talk w fabian..
peaceful indeed...
alrights..be a good boy n dun b childish -.-

gymmed on sat
visited terence at mt alvernia w angeline n calvin..
his lungs got burst twice :( poor boy..

i reli got to study man..
no chance-no poly-only ns..
hahaha...
okok...
so many things on hand to settle now..
ZZZzz

way of handling jus suxs...
perhaps i will try to talk to u soon?