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Sunday, September 20, 2009

2:32 PM

omfg. i am in kinda a stone mood.
feel so wasted=(
yest was the worst night tht i ever had.
it wasnt what i have been anticipating for.
so obviously it wasnt a goodnight to end off b4 the final race -.-

supposed to meet at 630 yest
but went to Xian Wen s house for bbq first going down.
sheesha-ed.
its stupid. wun get high. only smells nice like ricola -.- wtf
cant be compared cigarettes which is instant

drank quite abit
got a little too high and got into some shit -.-
i shld hav controlled myself.
enough said.
i tink i see the begining of more problems -.-

i freaking wasted 33bucks on nothing!
gg in at 1plus am with shitzz inside!!

thou i didnt study damn hard for prelims
and i know im sure to fuck it badly like all Us.
i promised myself to enjoy till monday/tuesday
where i start for the final race

fucking 7weeks left for As
= 49 days

i know its god em fast n i might die
idk la. jus try. (Nooo JUST DO IT)
so screwed.
i going to quit all those stupid things im doing
i hate clubbing alr.
it sucks -.-

ZZzzzz

&the beauty.

3:48 PM

Aint in the best of luck/mood recently -.-

i went to change my Hippo Boom at Jaben coz there was a slight cut.
Uncle was nice to give me a new set.
upon reaching home, i kept it in my pouch n mayb into my pocket as i took out my wallet.
after dinner at home, it s gone gone gone gone gone?!
wtf i went below my house to search for so many times -.-
the pissing thing was i jus got it replaced , and within 100m from my house i was still holding.
AND it can go missing.
heart pain!

i wonder y i studied and cant answer -.-
econs case study was kinda wat i read b4 but oh wells cant do.
chem today was utterly fucked ttm.
i tot chem P2 2weeks ago was bad enough.
today was even better.
im like fighting for the lowest in lvl -.-
i got more than 50 marks worth of blanks, the paper was upon 80
wtff -.-

and wtf am i doing all the silly things when i know im jus screwing up and getting no where?
hahaha Zzzz

gotta stop puffing -.-

An extract frm....

Girls are like apples.
The best ones are at the top of the tress.
The boys don't want to reach for the good one because they're afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the ROTTEN APPLES on the ground that aren't as good, but easy.
So the apples at the top think there's something wrong with them, when in reality, they are AMAZING.
They just have to wait for the right boy to come along:the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top.

wtf so what is it saying -.-
appears to be siding the girls more? hah

alrighty. off for math. -,-

&the beauty.

8:53 AM

time traveller s wife is not bad !

idk y my back injury is coming back again !
this is poor.
feeling kinda shitty =(

omg im damn poor now !
i need money man.

i wana buy a wallet
I-touch
shoes
ya da ya da ya da ...

&the beauty.

12:44 PM

Whoosh.. almost 2 mths w no updates.

probably thought tht Ive been studying really hard right?!

haha hell wrong -.-

the truth is im so uber lazy, such tht im too lazy to blog too .

Omg its damn bad.
where has the NEED TO STUDY very hard after midyrs gone to ?!

i guess gone with the air as soon as i said it ! hah

studying during this period ish totally unproductive and im totally dead

the irony is tht i know the urgency and the importance but i am not acting on it -.-

i need to hav more discipline coz i think w more time i am actually wasting it all -.-

Part 1 for prelims was totally uncool.

thanks to procrastination

HAH i always have an excuse for everything -.-

if i had studied for physics it wld b easy coz qns are frm TYS , what the cheat !

Math Paper 1 i think highest is 42 marks. Zzz careless and misinterpretation! fuck it

Econs P2 qns are what i spotted but i cldnt remembr the pts , nice

Chem P2 i jus gave up n didnt do shit ..

AGRHhhhhhh....

2nd round after holis -.-

i guess i wld be giving MORE excuses.

Had a chalet yest to celebrate lena s and my birthday.

haha same day 0909.

OMG im going to spam toto,4D later on this 090909 !!

0 girls frm class went. Nice -.-

anws damn cramp also.

thks

khai ru terrence cutter aloy nik nic lou junkie xianwen hong qian ryan neng bryan baba ruipeng xav mich lena shuyun n cherz

drinking was hell crazy and funny..

thou there were too many ppl, not enough booze -.-

HAH.. 20plusplus cans, 2 vodka 1 jargen 1 baly 1 jim beam

lol i hide and down the jargen -.-

poor..

alrighty. happy birthday to my self !

i swear no more party, no more drinking, and smoking sucks =(

LASTLY WAKE UP!!!

FRM 090909 to 091109 is only FREAKING 2 MTHS AWAY !!

&the beauty.

2:16 PM

wah nice la .. my math got 42 -,-
so its S U C C S ..suck ass still...
hahaha.. sian la.. i spent so many time studyin math compared to the rest =.=
this depressing..
lol i decided to tell my parents to go for PTM this time

i told my dad ;
erm next sat PTM needa go..
go for what?
erm jus go la...go listen to what he say..come home scold me lor..
thn i will study harder for prelims in 7weeks time -.-
Huh ? what for ask me go thn come back scold u ?
lazy scold alr la..

ZZZzzz

joke la..all talk but no action s srlys lame also ..

Wah, my class girls damn zai i must say -.-
eh no wonder my page loads increased so much ahh..
Sandra knows best la huh, she s the mastermind =P
Tsk..

oh wells..

gotta do nyaa report grad report also ?
wah die, lame diao..

The guys supposed to cook tml , err more of bake la -.-
hahaha .. nobody knows if it gona work
sounds interesting huh?
hahah oh still got boxing duet tml !
HAH

&the beauty.

12:21 AM

studying these few days were totally unproductive
Zzz

had dinner w joel gabby eunice,candice and clare at novena
the alcoholic icecream was kinda nice

PTM shld seriously b taken off man ..

my results : S U C C K
S for gp after mod
U for econs
C for chem by tremendous luck
C for phys by intensive copying
K not for maths.. haven get back thou

hahhahaha damnn..

y success probability is more of failure thn successs?
hahaha im a wussy !

&the beauty.

11:50 PM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7BaIkXKahFw
Baby avian.. LOL

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bqT4VnnEU0M
Daughtry version of poker face
=)

this aint cool ..

focus!

&the beauty.